just sent it to your email

do you have a download link for this?

works for me!

I hear that!

In war, there are such casualties sad to say. Sheila

ooooohhhh, I want one of the 666 ones ! :)

why don't you use a money order for payment? That is, if JOS accepts money orders

wow! Thanks soooo much for this link. I might even put some of my short stories up!!!

what is Weedle

Damn good points!!!!! Father Satan does open doors for us but it is up to us to enter the doorway!! I'm more concerned about spiritual matters myself.

I just sent it to you. Enjoy. Sheila

hmmm.....seems like you need to tell your boyfriend that if his father doesn't straighten up that, well, to put it nicely you can get another boyfriend!!!!

Yes I do it all the time!

yes but she is pretty close minded since she has little ones. maybe after the custody thing is settled though. my daughter does know that i'm a witch but has ceased to mention it because the kids need to appear to have a "normal" life as far as the courts are concenrned  i suppose.

oh my daughter has NO idea of my religious beliefs, she served Father unwittingly. She just didn't really like the boyfriend i had at the time which is hilarious. oh but she is so happy that I am back with the mind controlling ex...roflmao. Now get this, she just left her hubby for the SAME DAMN...

i know exactly what you mean. if my hubby found out i was a satan worshipper, i would lose the roof over my head, my family and everything else. JUST BECAUSE OF THE GOD THAT I WORSHIP! Hon, that's just messed up on so many levels that it ain't even funny!

my daughter unknowingly solved that problem for me..lol. she didn't like the guy i was dating and bought me a beautiful athame for christmas that year.

ain't that the truth!!!!

partial eclipse and it was awesome

same here in texas. i did get a fleeting glimpse of the partial eclipse last night and it was awesome

oh thank you so much..i was thinking it was the 22 for this. thanks to you, i won't miss it!!!!  :)

humor sarcasm keeps me sane as well. got to laugh sometimes at all the xian stupid shit! hail Satan!

thanks so much for that idea because sometimes that's all i get.lol

exactly and the only thing those witches had going for them was that adorable house which i would love to have! hell with the job market the way it is now, well a little personal gain would help me out a lot! -- "Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a...

I agree with that one hundred percent!!!!

no, that was an awesome book though! after reading the Bible of the Undead, it turned out to be a lot of christian nonsense.

yes actually i do but it's too big a file to send by email.

hey thanks tons! i just joined

I have a webs.com site myself and am very comfortable with it.

I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself. Sheila

will you be able to distribute the pdf copies?? It would totally break my heart if the JOS website vanishes!

that's just freakin scary!!

lol I can relate since I used to work at Wal Mart too! I think everyone who has the strength to work there should get some kind of medal of honor.. Hail Satan! Sheila

or Jack In the Crack as we call it here..lol

Plus it would teach your son responsiblity.

many thanks to all who have helped me!!

Very well worded! Bravo! Sheila

actually what i picture happening is this...the lawyer asks if i am a satanist and i say no, then he asks if i am a christian and i say no. and then i just enjoy the totally bewildered look on his face. if he asks what religion i DO follow, i just tell him "You know, I don't even think about...

if I can EVER get rid of this toothache I'll try this

that's what i've been thinking..lol

I agree with Dante and Phantom. Many thanks for all the help. Granny

good to see someone my own age in here!!:) Granny Hail Satan

welcome ! :) Granny

exactly

yes but since I am going to be the one babysitting it is my fear that they are going to get into all sorts of personal shit with me.

oh i dearly love the Al Jiwah :) and i say a morning prayer to Satan every day...shhhh...it's a secret...lol. i just wanted to make sure i am doing the right thing being secretive because i really do love Satan with all of my heart and i don't want to dissappoint Him. it gets a little confusing...

thanks so much. same to you hon. Granny

That was beautifully put and I agree one hundred percent with you! Hail Satan!

ONA stands for "Order of the Nine Angles" Granny

If you look for Sheila Barnhill on Facebook, you can add me!

Many thanks and yes it was awesome.

Awesome!!!!

yeah it's a pain in the ass but my ex DOES provide a roof over my head and food to eat. I'll just be glad when I don't have to depend on him anymore. That's what I'm working towards. Darkest Blessings to you as well.

yes, the meditations are the only way i can honor Him, unfortunatly, but i know He understands my living conditions right now.

you know, even though i have only been in this group for a very short time, I really do feel like you are my one and TRUE family!! Granny

you are most welcome

oh Hell yeah! Do you accept money orders????

Hail Satan from New Caney Texas and yes, it's much the same here about the whole religious attitudes. Southern baptisis rule ninety percent of texas and it's rough. I don't have a job but am trying to start my own crafts business so I can quit depending on my ex husband. Hail Satan! Granny

oh ok many thanks for saving me time then :)

many thanks

Well, all I can say is....DITTO!! :)

I have to agree with you on that one my friend!!!! And it hurts like hell to love someone who doesn't love you back. You can only wear the blinders for so long.

You are doing a wonderful thing by spreading the truth about Father Satan and I wanted you to know that. :) I have more peace in my life now than ever before. Hail Satan

A big High Five on that one, my friend and a truly wonderful Samhain!!   Granny

Plenty of those around me lately Granny

I'm also in a situation where I can't let others know that I am a Satanist so I live much the same. My love for Father Satan knows no bounds, I say my prayers to Him when hubby isn't around and my life is getting better each and every day. Patience is a wonderful thing and I know it's hard to...

It truly IS an awesome video. Granny

I really hope this doesn't surprise anyone! lol! Granny

how can i get these/???

The jew ones weren't well thought out at all.  And it is true that living wall to wall with each other is hell. Hence my need to get away from the rv park i live in Granny

hmmmm.....sounds like something i could use on my daughter's soon to be ex. granny

You know, I have had that same thought on my mind for the past 3 days. granny

my advice would be to turn this experience over to Father Satan.

In other words, if you can't dazzle them with brilliance, baffle them with BS! :) Granny

ok i'm definatly fascinated!!! how are you doing this?? To quote a song..i wanna make my brown eyes blue! Granny

thanks so much for these links. i just love music like this! Granny

yes indeed! Father Satan knocks a lot of obstacles out of my way since i dedicated!! Granny

yeah it thinks everything is only symbolic but we know better! Father has helped me out a LOT since joining JoS!

Yes, having all the trappings for a ritual is nice, but don't feel paralyzed if you don't have them.

i would be VERY happy to join this or you can just add me as a friend. look for sheila barnhill.:)

I agree. That's exactly why I myself have to keep silent for now because my daughter is trying to get custody of her two little girls from her soon to be ex who already thinks we are low lifes. But the divorce will be final on Valentine's Day and things will be different then.

Maybe that is exactly what SHOULD happen Hail Satan!

I would look forward to that as well

Wow! That is fascinating! I think it is so cool that you have so much knowledge on these subjects. You Rock!!! Granny

nice to see someone close to my own age who has "field experience"! Granny

roflmao..i'm sorry but that question just hit me extremly funny.

I'm not really positive about my gd's name but he is a small puce colored gargoyle, very shy. I woke up one night and saw him sitting at the end of my bed smiling at me and I felt such companionship from him.

same here

First off, welcome and thank you for that verification of xianity being a crock! If you check out the JOS site, you will find a ton of info there and yes, it will take a little time to actually read all of it. The Priesthood also can answer your questions and are a wonderful group of folks. Granny

Sounds like it's their loss. I can tell you for a fact that Father is real!

According to my hubby, and you can take that for what it's worth..lol, this country is turning socialist.

I have felt this as well but didn't connect it with third eye awakening so I would be interested in an answer to this as well.

I am so glad to see that someone else other than myself sees this!! Bravo!

lol..i did that too at my daughters custody hearing to get her daughters from her asshole ex!

i signed it and forwarded it to five friends

And i can vouch for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

thanks so very much for making me aware of this outrage!

lol. reminds me of the time my daughter told them "excuse me i'm in the middle of a satanic ritual right now."

try a warm bath with a pinch or so of sea salt. that usually helps me

now it is I who is envious! A mountain home is my goal in life!! Granny

heck i've been that way for about 4 months. my hubby had open heart surgery and ever since he got out of the hospital i've felt drained. we argue all the time now about everything. granny -- "Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then...

I can relate to that. I was baptized myself but it didn't "take"..lol. And I too have tried other religions but found them all "lacking" somehow. Satanism feel right and Father gives me strength to put up with all the bullshit in my life. Hail Satan! Granny

same here, hon.

Hail Satan! Many thanks for the welcome.

same here. just have privacy issues since hubby is damn near invalid these days

well a big howdy back from texas! granny

I'm in New Caney which is about 50 miles north of Houston