This is long, but please, Im desperate. Okay, I've found myself in a rather tumultuous situation, I've been homeless for a few months and now it's starting to get cold and I can't figure a way out. I want to start by saying I'm a good Satanist. I meditate and do yoga daily, I do rtrs daily...

New Forum? So does that mean we lost all the knowledge from the posts on the other forums? That's a huge loss if so. I really hope not. 

Okay I've been trying again, I have no laptop or desktop I use my phone for Internet, and when I have wifi on it says 'can't connect to server', but when I use cell data the data literally just turns off for about a second when I try to access the forums and it says 'no internet connection' and...

Wow! Okay thanks Lydia. Must be my internet. I can go visit any website I want, but for some reason it won't let me go to the forums. It's been a week now.

It's been many days and I haven't been able to get onto the forums and I haven't seen any talk about it on the groups. Is it just me or are the forums down?

Interesting Aldric. So the best chakra would be the sacral? Or does it matter as long as it's not the base? And the reason not to use the base is because Saturn rules the base and is in the sign of its fall in Aries am I correct? And if that's the case, would the throat chackra be one best to...

 Maxine told me the same thing in a chart reading. Direct it towards Satanism or something positive or it will destroy you. I just need to figure out how to do that before it's too late. I can't control my obsessions too well, but excellent advice HPS! Thank you.  ---In...

I've got a ton of Scorpio/Pluto influence and it does have its good side (tenacity, intensity and focus), but people beware while using its energy. It can take you to DARK places! And the obsessions can drive you mad if not properly directed. I spent like two years trying to get over really...

I would like to know more? Which signs did you experiment with?

Hey the_fire_starter666! It's good to see you on the groups again! It's been a while. I've always enjoyed your posts. Are you a member of the JOS Forums?

Wow! I had no clue this sort of stuff was actually happening! I mean I guess I figured there were sick fucks here and there that did this sort of thing but brothels where people pay to have sex with animals wtf!!! I'm glad you brought this to our attention Shannon. Petition signed. 

That was really good. It resonated with me personally because I've been really trying to get to know Satan better lately, and I've been learning new aspects to his personality that have increased my respect and love for him like never before. Reading how other devoted Satanists feel about Satan...

Poison Ivy is natural too I don't suppose you want to smoke that do you? There are a number of natural things in this world that are so harmful for you that they can kill you in minutes. Natural doesn't mean good for you. As far as people saying responsibility to the responsible and it's your...

Haha he's talking about the jews.

Actually I'm not so sure about that. 'In' is a preposition and prepositions are words that link a noun or pronoun to another word in the sentence. In this case 'in' would link permanently and awakening neither of which are a noun or pronoun. Awakening can be a noun but in this case it's an...

Question: I recently purchased a tarot deck, the Hanson-Roberts, and I was trying to use it for divination purposes but I'm starting to question the accuracy of my predictions. I'm wondering if anyone has any tips or pointers on how to correctly use the deck? I'm puzzled at how it works. Just...

This is something I've always wandered, what if we're already mixed races and we want children? I'm mixed so no matter what if I have children they'll be mixed and their children will be mixed ect. I understand why races should be separated and I agree with it. I wish I wasn't mixed but I am so...

Thanks HP, Question, when it says "This meditation is most powerful when performed with a powerful full Moon, when the moon is in its home sign of Cancer or when it is exalted in the sign of Taurus, otherwise, you will be wasting your time" that means I'd be wasting my time if I tried it now...

When I was born the sun was 0 degrees in cancer. So technically my sun sign is cancer, but I definitely feel way more Gemini than cancer. Which is strange since because the sun was at the beginning of cancer you would think the cancer influence would be much more strong. Most times I'm really...

Are you sure about that? On the opening the chackras meditation for the throat it says vibrate: N-N-N-N-EH-EH-EH-EH-B-B-B-B-OH-OH-OH-OH and on the full chackra meditation it says: N-N-N-NAY-AY-AY-B-B-B-B-OH-OH-OH-OH for the throat which are practically the same but I never read to pronounce it...

Hi, what are the watchtower meditations your referring to? I couldn't find any info on them and I don't recall seeing those on the JoS.

I had a question about Earth and it's influence on our natal chart. I recently was touching up on my astrology and was reading some stuff where an astrologer was pointing out that Earth isn't emphasized enough in our charts. He was saying since all planets have an effect on us and seeing as how...

I understand when vibrating runes you are to vibrate them a number of times corresponding to the number associated with that rune. For instance, Uruz and two, you would perhaps vibrate it 22 times. Well when vibrating more then one rune for a working, I'm a bit confused, would you vibrate each...

Thanks for the advice all of you. I actually tried visualizing my room filled with Satanic blue energy this afternoon because I was getting a really ominous feeling in my room like something was in there with me, and astonishingly enough I went unconscious as I tried to visualize the blue...

Hi, just now I had a rather peculiar experience I cannot explain. I'm quite new to mediations and what not, though not new to Satanism by any means, I've only been consistently meditating for the past two months. The reason for my past reticence is irrelevant to this post and I need not explain...