Thank you all for your answers. I see, and I understand it's my fault. I haven't persevered in this, I've just waited for signs or a change. I have read the site exactly 2 years ago when I did the initiation ritual - though, not completely, and I forgot some basics. Atm, I am very busy with an...

Hello! I've made the ritual about 2 years ago, yet nothing changed in my point of view, since I'm a former Agnostic. Is there any possible way I could've done something wrong during the initiation ritual or... anything? I am telling you that nothing changed in my life since then, my life...