Oh, I hear ya. I've experienced it. Ever since I was a child, my heart and soul was tortured to some extent when I prayed or repented. I thought it was normal so I got used to it. When I found out it wasn't normal in my teen years, I went towards paganism. Now I found my true spiritual path is...

Meditate on the decision. Which satanic symbol do you feel easily drawn to? What does that particular symbol mean to you? Depending on the meaning it has to you, you'll be able to decide where you want it tattooed. If the symbol means protection, it could be placed on your biceps or back of...