I am planning to do the dedication ritual in my astral temple, will Father Satan and the gods still accept me and see me as there own even though im not doing the ritual physically?

Hello, I am 15 years old and have been learning and studying satanism from jos website and other sources, I really wanna do the dedication ritual but can because of personal reasons regarding my parents anyway, i read you can do it in your astral temple and it would be as valid as the ritual...