<td val[/IMG]sorrry for missing it.... I just said i am new... and i really wasnt able to browse entirely.. thaknks.. though...  [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]i don't know how to clean myself through meditation.... do we have any site that i can print out so i would learn how to meditate and empower myself... when are we supposed to meet our demons? i read it that u can ask father to send one of his demons to be your guardian? [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]I guess, after I sent this question... no one was actually on line that time, but I strongly believed that father just made his first step to guide me, something just forced me to click on the files list and I saw a spell for money, somehow I know that id vented out to father that...