this girl along with incogni felinum, marillis,keunmiles, and gentro constanly harraass me whenever im in the chatroom saying im not a satanist and calling me horrible names its making me question if satanism is really a nice relgion or just like how the media portrays it

hello friends, i am new to this worship. i am from india and you know about how fanatic people are here about religion. i cant get any guidelines to what i will do as a beginner. can anyone give me any guidelines? i know something but i want more ande want to dedicate my soul. here is some...