Thanks, Frank! He called me last week and although I didn't tell him never to speak to me again directly, I had a pissed off voice, so if he has common sense he should eventually get it. Yeah, I'd like to meet someone who doesn't say shit to me when they first meet me too. I'm sorry you have a...

Yesterday, I meet this guy at the public library. He seemed nice enough, so we started talking. But when he started touching and kissing me, I felt uncomfortable. And it's not that I'm a prude, but I seriously though he was too pushy and he came off way too strong. Top that with he already...

Yesterday, I meet this guy at the public library. He seemed nice enough, so we started talking. But when he started touching and kissing me, I felt uncomfortable. And it's not that I'm a prude, but I seriously though he was too pushy and he came off way too strong. Top that with he already...

Is there something Satanic I can do to attract long-term, real friends who won't try to control me? Do I have to program my aura or something? What color should I visualize?

I see 1:44 on my clock and phone almost every day. What does it mean? Also, I heard 888 is Jesus' number. So, I'm assuming it's a really bad number and if you see it a lot something bad'll happen to you( I haven't seen it at all, btw)? Leastly, I see 1:11, 11:11, and 666 A LOT. I heard those...

I'm sure most ppl who're in college/ were in college had this problem, but it's been a year and I still can't figure out what I wanna major in( I know what carrer I want- tabletop game designer and writer, but you don't rly need college for those. I'm just going as a backup plan). I'm still...

Yeah, it helped a lot. Thanks, HP Jake (hugs)!

It's a vaginal infection. I've had it for weeks. It's kinda embaressing how I got it( guess-something to do with vibrators) so I don't rly wanna talk about it. Where do I get herbal remedies from?

This is prob. dumb, but I'm trying to get rid of a genital infection( I don't get my insurance back till Oct. 7 and off-the-counter stuff isn't working) so I figured I'd work my 2nd chakra. Anyway, I see all these lines and I don't rly get it. For the line in front of "chakra", what am I...

One of the women who was a part of the reg. JoS group is going back to Xianity! A few months ago she had a crush on her professor and Satan apparently told her that she and that lady were gonna spend the rest of their lifes together. The lady ended up being straight and she said she was gonna...

Aww, thanks( hugs!). Thanks for giving me the right spelling! I"m a good writer but I suck at spelling. Kinda weird. Anywho, you were right about they're being other fish in the sea; I decided to just hookup with him. My body's been having these... yearnings... lately and I can barely control...

So THAT'S why I've been thinking about... that... A LOT lately! It is a good feeling, but thankfully, noone's there when I get those feelings so I don't end up doin' something stupid. Hail Satan!

Thanks for this sermon, HP Maxine! I KNEW that the Jews were up to something by pushing porno and other stuff on the media. Oh, July 5 is my birthday xD. Hail Satan!

Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do. My born again virginity is important to me and I wanna lose it to someone who actually loves me. I'm already starting to forget him and move on; I'm gonna go to the buliding that the nerds and goths( I'm both of those xD) and try to look for ppl who want a...

Dude, I LOVE men with goaties! HOT!! Bear Queens! OMG, I LOVE muscular women( and men. LOL). Is there any near Charlotte, NC? I gotta meet these sexy ppl. LOL.

Thanks, man!( hugs). Yeah, I used to do some dumb stuff in the past to get ppl to like me. I feel real bad about it, but I started healing. But I"m afraid I'm gonna repeat the same mistake. I used to do the whole friends with benefits crap when I was younger. Now I'm faced with it again. There's...

Congrats, dude! Being Satanic and open minded( and actually having a clue and having standards; being open minded doesn't mean you should take everything that comes your way) does feel nice. I'm proud to say that I finally found what my prob. was; not setting boundaries and not letting ppl aware...

Dude, I live in NC!Which town are you moving to? I'm a bi female, but I prefer women. What's the Bear community? I LOVE the occult! I'd to know more about astrology; I find it very interesting and it's pretty acc. Weird. I'd like to know why they are neg. characterics in the signs and planets...

Yea, I found the files sec. on another JoS group. The files sec. apparently doesn't show up on my computer. LOL xD.

This is a RLY dumb question, but where IS the files section in the e-group? I'm in need of some money too, so...

Maybe it's just me, but I've noticed that there's been a trend in the media and society in general. Back during the 1960s-1990s, there wasn't much sexuality on TV and many ppl weren't having sex until marriage and pre-martial sex was stunned. Now, there's sexuality everywhere and many ppl either...

This is probably a dumb question, but is numerology real? I typed my full birth name in some numerological sites and they described me well. I'm rly interested in this sort of thing so I'm just wondering.

Is monogamy unrealistic and unnatural for most, if not all, people? Wasn't monogamy invented after Xianity was? Why did the Jews make it? There is plenty of research that both social and sexual monogamy is unnatural (esp. for men. LOL), as both are rare in animals. Here are some links...

I think I meet my soulmate about two years ago. We're not actually dating right now, but we're good friends and are talking about marriage and starting a family together. Today we were talking about stuff and he mentioned he liked another girl besides me. I wasn't angry with him, but just sad. I...

I understand that sexual repression is wrong 'cause it blocks the spine or somethin' like that, but does that mean one shouldn't save it for someone they care about? I understand that abstinence until marriage is a Xian concept( it is right?), but I think it's what best for me. My born again...

Has anyone in this group ever been confused by their sexuality? When I was rly young, I was straight. Just a few months ago, I was a lesbian. Now I'm bi. I don't get it. I'm pretty impressionable because of my element Water and I've always liked both sexes and I feel great about admitting my...

One of my friends a few weeks ago said I might have Borderline Personailty Disorder. I checked and I have some of those symptoms( unstable self-image, clinginess, self-hatred and pity,moodiness, etc.) Then I checked the traits of a Cancer and the negative things are the same as the symptoms for...

Yay, Karen, you got yourself a good girlfriend! I'm so happy for ya! Yo, are you still mad at me? Why? I'm just wondering.

I'm REALLY sorry to hear about what happened to you, bro. I too was raped by a Xian guy when I was 17. If you want/need someone to talk to, I'm here for ya :). Get better soon, ok?

If one sees the number 666, what does it mean? Does it mean good luck, that something good's gonna happen soon, or that Satan's proud of you? Today I got a rent bill ( thankfully, it was a mistake. LOL) that said I owed $666. Is it just a concidence, or is something good in the works for me?

I just found out that I might have about 3 or more personality disorders. It's prob. due to genetics, but I think I have too much of the water element. Is there any way to devolke it so my emotions can balance out?

That's great! I'm glad you're feeling better about it. Get yourself a good man, yo :)!

Nah, you're still a lesbian. I thought I was but I'm really bi( I have borderline personality disorder, so I have trobule accepting gray areas). Sexually is an emotional AND sexual. You can personally email me if ya want.

Karen, I just gotta say I'm REALLY sorry for what I said about you. I didn't really mean what I said . You know that disorder you said I had? I looked it up and you're right; that IS me. 100% me. I do have a problem with the way other people live and behave because I think my way's the best for...

Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood too. When I was 7, 8, and 9 I was being raped by my female "friends" about a dozen times. When I was 10, my female cousin forced me to do sexual favors in front of her. In middle and high school, I was the main target of bullying. when I was 17, I was raped by a...

Your damn right, Michael( is that your real name?)! I'm black too and those fake ass mutha fuckas are goin' down! They're making us REAL Satanists look bad. You know damn well that they're fake when they have Xian concepts. For example, when I wrote a post called "Admitting you've been a...

Does anyone know why alot of straight people assume that gays are "self-destructive", "promiscuous", "lazy", overall don't wanna do anything with their lives, and have a bad "lifestyle"? It gets on my nerves. Every time I tell people that I'm a lesbian and I have dreams and whatnot, they either...

My girlfriend just broke up with me and we've beening dating for about 4 weeks. I'm pissed about it 'cause she promised me a long term commitment and I really liked her. I'm tired of these stupid childish flings. I might be only 18 but I want every relationship I'm in to at least last a few...

There aren't any real restrictions in Satanism; you can do whatever you want as long as you don't harm yourself or others. That being said, just do it with moderations and don't blame drinking if you lose control and lash out on others while drunk. Drinking isn't responsible for your own lack of...

Yeah, Ash, homosexuals who come out in 3rd world countries can be executed. I've known that for years. It's just sad, esp. in Africa. When I was 14, one of my African friends said that were no gays in Africa. I mean seriously, come on! That's like saying that there's no nicotine in cigarettes.

Thanks for this post, man. It sounds like you rly care. I thought about killing myself alot( been through alot in my 18 years of living), but I don't even cut myself anymore thanks to Satanism and Satan. They both given me a reason to live and I can be successful.

You welcome, Hecatemother . Wanna be friends? I'm always open.

Damn right, Karen! WAR!!!

I feel ya, darklady 13. I had oral sex with a boyfriend a few years ago and I felt nothing. Keep in mind that I actually did like him( not in the romantic way for obvious reasons). Anywho, good luck with your lover. Hail Satan!

Hey, what's up? Welcome to your new home, sister. I'm a lesbian. I've known that since I was around 5. Anywho, if you wanna talk with me somemore, you can personally email me or you can email here; it doesn't really matter to me.

Welcome to your new home, Kat. I'm a proud, strong lesbian myself. You sound awesome. Wanna be friends? You can personally email me if you want.

That's TOTALLY awesome, dude! Rock on!

Good job, dude! That's hilarious! Xians SUCK!

Happy REALLY late Yule and New Year, everyone! Here's some funny/stupid crap the Xians come up with. One has to wonder about their brain power, of lack thereof, I should say. "Xian rock is the music of the devil." "Should prayer be covered by health insurance?" "You should get your kids...

Even the most pious gay Xian has to admit that Xians are heterosexist. However, some atheists are too. One atheist guy I used to be friends with used to accuse me of not really being a lesbian and liking him. WTF? Where do ppl get the right that they can tell others what they are and aren't? He...

Damn right, Karen! Those Xians and company are goin' down! Let's show 'em what us gays and lesbians can do. Hail Satan!

It's a privilege to be molested by an adult? WTF?! That's it, those Jews are goin' down! When I was raped by a middle aged man when I was 17, I felt like shit. I have a question for you, HP Jake. Did you know that the age for consentual sex in North Carolina( that's where I live) is 16? What...

Damn right, Karen! Gay power!

I just read some of the posts on the "why I left my gay sexual lifestyle" on amazon.com( the one that HP Jake gave) and I have a few questions. First off, WTF's the gay lifestyle!? Every time someone tells me that, I wince. These morons know NOTHING about gay ppl; there's no such thing as the...

Dude, that forum is SO funny! I love it how ppl assume gays are promiscuous. I'm not; I actually want a relationship with a girl before I sleep with her. 'Nuff said.

On Saturday, I had a major burden lifted from me; I was able to finally admit that when I was 7-9, I was continueously raped by two of my female friends( I'm a lesbian, if case anyone's wondering) and my female cousin. For about a decade, I told myself that I enjoyed and agreed to the...

My IQ's 110, but it must be over 200 since I can TOTALLY see that pop culture is Christian. For example, in some movies, they have lesbians who turn straight for a guy. WTF?! They're implying that lesbos can be turned straight at any time. Pisses me off.

Wow,Derric, you hit the nail right on the head. Me being a black lesbian myself, I don't understand why black ppl can believe in that trash. Especially black homosexuals. They have NO excuse to believe in Xianity. NONE. They need to wake the fuck up. All they're doing is hold hate and anger and...

I don't know if someone already asked this, but is it possible to feel down after being around a bunch of Xians talking about god and stuff? Today,after a class, I feel somewhat shameful and gulity for no reason. The ppl in there are nice and I'm now friends with some of 'em, but for some reason...

CHHUCIFER, I feel ya with the whole promiscuous sex thing. Personally, I think that's disgusting. People need to have some respect for themselves 'cause if they don't, noone else will. Satan gave us our bodies and we need to treat it with some decentcy. Of course, there's nothing wrong with ppl...

LOL, man!

This is disgusting. In ancient times, Africa was one of the most revered continents. Now it's just a joke. I take this personally 'cause my parents and family are from Liberia. We need to stop this now. Hail Satan forever!

Hi, Karen! It's me, Mayesha. I'm the one who posted this topic. Anywho, I liked everyone's reply to this post. I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks gays and lesbians are stereotyped are the polar opposite of what we rly are. We, as gay Satanists, need to wake up our fellow "gay Xians" and...

Maybe I'm just the polar opposite of a pacifist( I'm not the les to fuck with), but gay people need to stop with this rainbow crap. Who came up with THAT? Obviously, I'm all for our sexuality having an official group and all, but we're not being taken seriously. Why is that? Well, I guess it's...

Yeah, you're right about the overpopulation of Earth thing. It just amazes me how ppl say one of the negatives of being gay is you can't have kids. Are they serious? First of all, if a homosexual wants kids, they could just sleep with the opposite sex. It's not THAT hard to do. Secondly, we...

Thanks, Hazel. Writing that made me tear up a little. Anywho, I'm starting to heal a little. I'm still very angry, though. I'm glad ppl like you exist- compassionate ppl who actually care about others. May Satan bless you.

Oh, Karen, you're so funny! That's the truth, though. Why are xians so concerned with media? They should be aiming at fixing their real life "religion", but at this point, it's barely fixable. --- In [email protected], Karen Covey <bloody_morrigan@... wrote: I haven't seen this...

That shit was tight, dude.

Yeah, man, I know what it's like to have a shit childhood. When I was a little kid, my mom used to hit me with a belt for stupid reasons. When I got older, she replaced that with mental abuse, calling me names like "dumb", "stupid", "fat", and other stuff on a near daily basis. It only got worse...

Yeah, maiandria, doing good to people who harm you IS sick, indeed. It's naive at best and dangerous at worst. All it does is set you up for more abuse. I personally can't bring myself to love my abusers. For one thing, they have no good reason to do it. They're just pieces of shit that have no...

Nah, I've haven't seen the movie, but I heard the hosts on The View( great show...psyche) talking about how the movie crisitizes the marine's 'cause they're the bad guys. For that link you gave, one word: foolishness. However, I got a good laugh. Thanks, Kyle. Anywho, all that stuff about ppl...

Why do straight people think gays are nothing but rapists, child molestars, and other ilk? I don't get it. If anything, it's contradictory. Most think that gays are rainbow lovin', passive fools, but then they go around saying that if gays could get away with rape and other heinous crimes, they...

Ever since I became a Satanist, I've been seeing 11:11 alot, like virtually every day. Is that a good thing? I've read somewhere that that # was embedded in our DNA and that seeing it, you're invited to a higher spiritual plane. Is that true?

Yeah, I got the same way too. Just be strong. I'm sorry that's all I can say. I hope you get better soon. Hail Satan and happy Yule!

I'm in college, too! Let's both drop out and start kickin' ass! Happy Yule, dude! Keep fightin' the fight! P.S I was just kidding about the whole dropping out thing.

Thanks, David. Glad you liked my comment. It was funny, huh? But seriously though, WTF's wrong with those people? When kids read this and take it seriously, it worries me. ALOT. They might be the same kids who'll one day run offices. I'm not sure how old you are, but I'm glad you turned to...

Thanks, Sho. Since writing that, my mom and I got along. I'm still upset about it, though. But, I don't like taking my life anymore. I have a wonderful girlfriend and friends and I'll miss 'em if I do that. Peace.

Thanks, man. That shit you wrote is funny. It makes me worry, though. I'm not a physics expert but wow. Just wow. To think these people might run a country...

Wow, I don't know whether's that's sad or sick. The latter. Xianity and control are the same thing. I'm sorry, dude. I know how it is. I live right beside a major church and people rave about it all the time. Makes me sick. Literally.

WTF is this? Wow...just...wow. I don't know what to say. It's not even funny. I'm seriously speechless. I'm not good at science either, but damn. Are these fools on crack? Anyway, that was hilarious. Thanks for the link, David. Happy Yule!

I'm sure everyone dislikes the Xians and others for one reason or another. I bet everyone agrees that Xianity needs to be destroyed. But, the stuff they say can be funny. Here are some examples: "Global warming is a sign of the end of days." "Global warming is a hoax." "Everything needs to...

I'm fine right now, but every time I have to go to my Xian mother's home from college, I feel like killing myself. I just feel really down and think that death's the only way to salvation. My mom and I get into countless, senseless fights and it makes me feel like trash. Then she goes on and on...

I'm glad that you're still alive, man. Life's hard (thanks to Xianity and company), however Satan makes it better. Trust me, I know. Anyway, I'm certain that Satan saved you.

Well said, bro. Trust me, I know exactly what you're talking about.My Xian parents are a prime example. They said if I'm gay, they won't speak to me again. Wow.

That was awesome, dude. By the way, I'm 18 too.

I feel ya, man. I get pissed off fairly easy, too. This might sound stupid, but try playing a violent game, reading horror books/comics/manga, listening to horrorcore rap/death metal/creppy instumentals,or just thinking of what you want done to that person. Trust me bro, it works. Especially the...

I live right next to a major church myself. It's called Victory Christian Center Church. I'm sure you've heard of it if you live in the Carolinas. Just looking at it makes me sick. I used to go to school there when I was in the 5th grade. It was horrible. The kids there were asses and they had...

Everyone on this site knows what I'm talking about when I say that Xians want to censor virtually everything. But the most potent are video games. Anytime a violent game comes out, they make a big deal out of it by saying stuff like "you can kill innocent cilivians" and " These games should be...