hello, im 19 years old. i grew up as a Christian, someone i loved deeply killed herself, i lost faith in god. im now an atheist. although i have been researching satanism the past few days. ive thought of doing the ritual. i love the people, i love the values but there is a problem. i dont want...

im 19, grew up as a christian, then said fuck religion, i currently call myself an atheist. i love the satanic community and its ideals. i wouldn't mind converting, but it will cost a lot of work for me to truly convert. i refuse to do something half heartedly. so i would like to seriously talk...