Don't compare yourself to other Satanists, or others. We all have individual paths to go. Compare yourself to who you were yesterday, what matters is constant, and consistent progress.

Legal issues came up, a couple of years before false accusations were made against me, so they took me to jail and I was charged with felonies, dropped them all down to a misdemeanor however

This may be off topic, but I feel as though it fits; from my personal experience, mixing Betelgeuse energies with sun energies, feels incredible. I've done dual protection workings where I used sun energies made the affirmation, and immediately used Betelgeuse energies, and made the same...

I also believe I have done the wrong number of affirmations due to shattered focus. Should I redo the meditation today? It's a simple purification spell with intent to clear out any negative energy

Hi, I was thinking to myself, material power is important to be whole, and material power also bolsters spiritual power. While there is a lot of information on how to obtain wealth through spiritual and magical means, I figure isn't there potential to gain vast financial wisdom via these forums...

Is it normal to feel extreme rage when ripped out of meditation? I've been doing a working, Specifically using raum to purify my soul. I forgot to turn off my alarm, so it screeched into my ears towards the end of it. I turned off the alarm, and continued like normal and finished, with the...

Hello. So I've been doing a working to free Saturn Karma, quite successfully I might add. However, I am going to end it early at the 40 day mark, as I have made few minor mistakes which have weakened it a little. I would keep it going, however there is another opportunity for freeing the soul...

Been doing a sex working for 40 days. Upon climax, I was pulled out of the trance. I still managed to visualize her being filled with light. Is it fucked? Or just weakened a little? Can I use a simple fix or do I restart the working?

Astarte's psalm seems to have a broken link, would anyone mind helping me find it? I've studied her whole page, I meditate on her quite often and do her power ritual on a daily basis. I would love any more pictures, knowledge, and anything else I can learn of Goddess Astarte.

I've been doing a MUNKA working to free karma from a planet. I lost count today, and I'm nervous I messed up the working. I've been doing 70 reps every day, and I may have done 70 today but I may have also been 1 or 2 reps off. Is this a big deal? Or should I keep going like usual?

Too late, already started. It's working *extremely* well. Would highly recommend 70 to anyone doing a karmic working.

I'm completely losing my voice in the middle of several pivotal long term workings. Wtf do I do!?!

Focus on creating the reality you want, then focus on justice. Punish them after you get what's rightfully yours. It is absolutely justified to be hateful in this situation, but you have to remain calm and practical. Prioritize, get your child back, protect and secure yourselves. Get the...

It's difficult. There's not really much you can do but vent your frustration into the RTRs, and connect with the gods as much as you can. My guess, this is just what it means to wake up in a dying world, you're stuck on the outside, looking at the walking dead. My guess, this is because everyone...

I am a man. My energy is extremely feminine for a man, probably more than most transgenders. However, I do not feel like a woman at all. I feel like a man, and I feel good as a man. It has nothing to do with how feminine your energy is. What you are dealing with is programming from the enemy...

As you've said yourself, we're all programmed and misinformed. So strip what you've been programmed with, and look at alcohol from the outside. Alcohol, is pretty damaging. It doesn't have the stigma, but the effects of it is on the same level as a hard drug. You might as well say "I only take a...

I was a druggie for a couple of years, completely clean. From a perspective of someone who rose above this, while it may seem like pure stupidity, drugs give you a temporary sense of enlightenment. It's like a flash of something spiritual. There's a chance he may be mistaken into thinking there...

The buzz is bioelectricity, in other words, your energy. It can be positive or negative. I have found as you advance it feels less like a buzz, but more like you are literally feeling light. As in the buzz is more defined.

I do the final Rtr every day, all 3 parts. I already have that covered. I always do the power rituals for the gods, and I meditate on the sigils for other gods. So I guess what I'm really asking, is what can I do to become even more connected to a god? To destroy curses that disconnect me from a...

I've been wanting to do rituals for other gods. I've noticed the intent of the rituals are mainly geared towards freeing them. Based on the rituals we already have, if I vibrate MUNKA into their sigil, visualizing their sigil glowing with light, and affirm "(name of God/Goddess), you are free...

That's actually really interesting. I was thinking to myself "I really feel like a ritual to Astarte tonight". I look here and there's the ritual being suggested.

You're investing time into time. Even if you invest a millennia, that's several millennia you're getting back, so who cares? Even if you invest eternity, you'll get eternity and infinity in return. I can spend upwards of 6 hours a day on just rituals alone. It's not just about will, it's not...

Worried about the kids, I get that. Worried about his family, I get that too. Rape is absolutely unacceptable however and deserves justice. Even when the kids move out though, what about the wife? My suggestion, put a thoughtform of guilt around him. Make him hold himself accountable. It may not...

Hey, I could use some in-depth, one on one advice about my natal chart. Of course, I'd be willing to pay for this. You can contact me at [email protected], this is a throwaway account I made solely for this purpose so idc if everyone knows it.

I am having trouble with my internet. How can I access the final rtr+tetragrammaton+shattering ritual offline? If I can only get final rtr I will accept that :(. I remember there being an app to do the final rtr with but can't seem to find it.

Last girlfriend killed herself. Did Venus square, and new girlfriend just killed herself. Should i cancel the working? Or just keep it going? Also how do you meditate while in deep pain? It's messing up my focus, and need advice on how to maintain focus. Thank you in advance.

I am under the impression that Satanism is about finding your own power, and taking the reigns of your own programming. 99% of your actions are made by the subconscious, it is more important to enjoy your music and such, and simply allow your concious to safeguard your subconscious from negative...

I have found that being detached and building up on your own aura of protection, and vehemently keeping your aura and chakras clean, these people will naturally begin to leave your life, as the energies are no longer attracting one another. Of course it all takes time.

Im not too advanced, so take this with a grain of salt. However, from my experience, I find if there is any chance of interruption, you will have a subconscious fear of this interruption, and in order to protect yourself, you don't allow yourself to go too deep into a trance-like state. For...

So, you release negative karma, keep your energy clean, and stay protected, and you can do the Saturn Square. Does the same logic apply to Neptune? Or is it dangerous to mess with Neptune?

So would 70 be a good number for a karma working? Since 7 is in regards to karma, and so is 10? I know 108 isn't really used anymore, so I'm looking for a good number to use for releasing Karma. Specifically, I feel a strong urge to tackle my Saturnine karma.

Redo the square as in start the whole thing over? Or as in redo the mantra today? I still have time tonight

Thank you for everything. You have truly helped me out. I do have a concern though. My internet went out, and I wasn't able to double check the number I was supposed to recite today. As a result, thoughts of doubt creeped in as I was doing the square. Luckily, I did the correct amount, although...

So don't laugh at me for this, but I had an interesting idea. What if you did the square, and replaced SVAHAH for MUNKA, with the intention to free karma?

Forgive me if this has been answered, I haven't been able to find this question answered previous. I'm curious about karma, I understand that energy works better if it's laser focused. I kind of want to tackle Saturn Karma, is this dangerous? If not, how would I go about getting rid of...

The Venus square is working perfectly. Got a new job now, my ex and I figured out the entanglement, we're just friends now, and we're happier that way. She got together with an Australian girl who really loves her. It's all kind of working out on its own. Ive been using visshuddi after the...

Current: Wake up, go to empty parking lot, vibrate RAUM on my chakras 9 times. Affirm 9x that "through the energies of the sun, I am cleansing my chakras of any and all negative energies, in a positive and healthy way for me", then SURYA 36 times throughout my aura, affirm 9x that " through the...

I took your advice and started a Venus square, looked at my chart, and my Venus is debilitated. The only worry I'm having, is I'm still stuck on my ex. Will that effect it? She came back to talk to me after starting the square, she started dealing with schizophrenia, and she said she heard a...

I know little, but from what I do know, you have enemy Nords which are at the top of the enemy hierarchy (Not sure about this one), the reptilians which rule over the greys, and then at the bottom you have the joos. The joos blend in with humanity, and work on the surface level. .

Hi. I've been dedicated for a while now. I am heartbroken, I am on probation for something I didn't do, I am in a low paying dead end job and can't find a better one, I am in debt, my life is an overall mess and I just can't take it anymore. 4 years ago I sobered up, and got a job. My ex died...

Truly a light in the darkness. The composed frustration of a truthful intellectual, selflessly, tirelessly working to dispel disception. Even in simple posts your words are inspiring. Hail our commander Hooded Cobra!

"Help me help me help me" Help yourself. You want everything on a silver platter, but this isn't high school where all the answers can be cheated off of or googled. You're taking the path to literally become a god and you complain that it's difficult. Of course it's difficult, keep going. This...

"Help me help me help me" Help yourself. You want everything on a silver platter, but this isn't high school where all the answers can be cheated off of or googled. You're taking the path to literally become a god and you complain that it's difficult. Of course it's difficult, keep going. This...

I feel the exact same thing, it make your face go numb, and you can feel it surging through your veins, rising up your spine, it's incredible. Sometimes I naturally scream "HAIL SATAN" while I listen to it. Me personally, I feel it when I listen to Black metal, Death metal, and hard hitting EDM...

Hi guys, I was just wondering if there was anything I could do to increase my resolve specifically. I've started noticing that I lack resolve and was wondering if I could adopt any practices to increase my resolve. Thanks in advance for any help!

How do I make posts? I've made posts before but forgot how. I've looked for how to make posts but can't seem to find it. Please give me a link with information or tell me how to make posts

In other words a catch-22, I've also noticed the severity of the attacks are weakening despite their desperation. We've already won, now we just have to claim our victory.

I was born depressed, but never understood why. Eventually at 14 I found meditation, at 15 I left Christianity, at 16 I became a Satanist. As I kept meditating I found the core of my depression was because of neglectful parents, a deadbeat dad and a mother who's only choice was to work so much I...

I've been bombarded with attacks, and it seems like the only way is to punish them with Final RTRs. This may come from inexperience, so delete this post or correct it if I am wrong. Most of us are busy and don't have enough light or time to do the final rtr IN FULL as much as is necessary to...