Seems like there are two/three jews/vampires at my work. They are in high positions, not surprising. Due to the work contract they cannot fire me, I feel how they watch me, one of them tries to find every mistake I do, raging when it is me, when someone else does it, it seems ok, the other one...

When I did the repetitions for the sun mantra in the hour of the sun, I finished more than the half of it in the hour, but the rest just two/three minutes while the hour changed planet, is this okay ? Does this ruin the work ?

Peace. Basically searching for a technique/mantra or rune to feel a high, or get a visual change as psychedelics are able to induce.

Peace. 1. I am not sure if I zoomed out and missed a repetition, or a word while working on the square. On the other side it could be only imagination. What do I do ? Start over just to be sure ? 2. Can some of you tell me personal experiences with sun square ? What were your experiences ?