What happened to all the JOS e-groups? Why have they all been deleted? OMG! It wasn't dragon wolf was it? Please someone tell me whats going on.

I have done the sixth month program. I have done all the meditations on the board. Though I have not stoped meditating. I feel like I do not know where to go to progress. Should I just keep doing the meditations on the board for the rest of my life? Jesse Parton Ave Satanas!!