I think I've been a satanist all my life. As far as I can remember, I've always been against religions, god, jesus, herd mentality, etc..., to the point that religious blasphemies, I'm embarassed to say, are (and always have been) a turn on for me. I was born into a very christian Egyptian...

I'm confused on making my own rosary. According to the JoS website, the rosary should have 108 beads. Is that number a mixture of small and large beads? Are the large beads always separated with 9 small ones? The picture has 12 at the bottom. Can someone please clarify? Thanks. Hail Satan!