Part 1 About two weeks ago a woman I greatly admired broke up with me. The reason being is she could see my Satanic values subconsciously and didn't want those being taught to her children. Her being raised in a heavily influenced Christard home wants someone who will praise a dead jew on a...

My chart ruler being Mercury, I feel Neptune's negative aspects in the way I verbally communicate with others. When it comes to writing I have very little issues expressing myself or organizing my thoughts. In conversations however, my words come out jumbled, out of order, and just not at all...

Since coming to Satanism my life has changed for the better in almost every way possible. However I still can't shake the feeling of always being on the outside of society. I can never embrace who I truly am around my "friends" and most people in my life who just get black out drunk or do drugs...