Well, I am not so sure the commitment ritual "went through" ok. It is because nothing happened since then. I did it 2 days ago, on 5 august, at 0:00. The main problem is that I do not know how to meditate. I have MANY thoughts on my mind, and I can't clear them. I have never ever meditated. But...

So I've made the Commitment ritual in english, although my main language is romanian. This happened yesterday. I don't really know if I was concentrated enough while doing it because I was really hyper. I was very nervous. I tried to learn the prayer but when to write it I forgot it tottaly so I...

If I translate the prayer, but not exactly, or who knows, is the commitment still available? I really wanna know because I got everything I need for the ritual, and I want to do it as soon as possible before my parents suspects me and because I don't speak english perfectly. Thank you!