I fail so much. I can't do anything. I can see clear auras, but not coloured. I can only do things on accident, like when I once did some electrokinesis. And just..ugh.. For so long I've been trying to see auras.. And for some reason my ouija board is too difficult for me.. I need help. T_T

Okay, so..I've been watching some videos on youtube about the Illuminati. At first I thought, okay, sounds like the Jews are behind this. But then the videos started talking about Satanism and I'm like, ...say what now? So..what is going on with this Illuminati stuff?

I have noticed that the word jews appears on the twenty dollar bill within the signature on the right. Here's an image. http://www.expressions-grants.com/site/ ... -back.jpeg

Last night I had a dream that I saw the name Mara with a longer name in front that I do not remember at all. According to Wikipedia, Mara is an 'evil' Buddhist Demon. I have been wondering who my guardian is, and if he could be it if he's on our side.