i was talking to my friend and he told me that he made contact with an angel in his head, and the two have gotten close. he knows that i do not like the angels he talks to because they are the angels from the fasle god christ. i told him i was doing something like that (im currently meditating...

Ok so I was meditating like someone had recently posted on my question about my depresstion. I was practicing the aura cleaning and the main foundation meditate. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html And after I was done, I layed down to go to sleep and the center of my...

ive been having some things going wrong in my life and ive gotten so depressed.. ive wanted to kill myself and i just dont see the point in getting out of bed anymore. i tried to talk to father but i never get anything.. what do i do??

My parents signed me up for a mormon one week church camp. i have been dedicated, and have not found my guardian demon. I have tryed to get out of it but i cant and it's comming up! I dont know what to do! I'm very sencitive to the negitive engery the mormon church lets out and the last time i...

i have no clue on how to open my third eye and i really want to know because i really need to talk to father and i've tryed everything but i cant contact him. i was told i need to open my third eye and that would help alot. please tell me how do to that i cant find it on JoS either!

i've made my own pendulum but im lost now. please tell me how i can find my guardian demon!

i was just recently dedicated and i've been trying to talk to father or find my guardian demon. IM SO LOST! i've tryed everything on JoS and i cant get anything to work! i've prayed to father for 20 min every day, trying to contact him. i dont feel anything. i know satanism is very powerful, and...

ok so i was just dedicated a few nights ago and last night i had to attend a church activity. right when i got into the church, my left arm started hurting like crazy and if didnt stop until i was out. the same night, after church thing, i found out my dad was starting to drink again. i asked...

so i was just recently dedicated, and i have made my own pendellum. i tryed to find my guardian demon with it and i dont think it worked. it says my demons name was suposed to have 5 letters, but i got the word "fopi" out of it.. i have absolutly no clue what im doing. please help. some advise...

i have no access to any type of things.. i cant get a pengulum, or anything. how can i fing my guardian demon? please help! i am dedicated now, and i really wana start

I did my dedication last night, and i didn feel much.. today i feel kid of sick in my stomach. im glad with what i did though. my parents found out about my choice and had a looooong talk with me. they said they are fine with me learning about it but im not allowed to do any ritual. i didnt tell...

last night i was dedicated. i did it exacitaly as i was told, but throughout the entire experiance, i didnt feel anything.. i asked Father to be there with me, and im not sure if he answered or not. I only felt something after when i was getting dressed for bed, and then felt at peace when i was...

my entire family is Mormon and i cant tell them at all about my choice to be a satanist. i have absolutly no access to pendulems or wii-ji boards or anything. im really surprised i was able to get some candles for my dedication *tonight!! :D!* and i really want to find my guardian demon. i have...

im 13 and sometime this week im going to get dedicated. i read that you are suposed to stay away from christians, muslums, mormons (my entire family is) ect. in my group of friends, i have two wiccans, and 4 christians.. we dont talk about religion alot and two of the christians are completly...

Ok, so tonight i'm going to be doing the initiation to become a satanist. I wanted to know (and i already know to never call unless i have a problem) how i can talk to Satan. It's confusing me and i already read all of i could on JoS. Im still really confused! I would like to have my guardian...

my eyes are normaly brown and i've started practicing satanism two or three days ago. im planning on doing the ritual soon (once i can get a black candle) and ever isnt i've been practicing satanism, my friends all say if im looking at something, and they call my name, i will look at them and my...