I have tried contacting Demons but I have failed. I can't do meditation because I have no time to do it because of my nosy christian grandmother. I have tried my ouija board but no luck. A pendulum didn't work either. I can't create an astral temple. I can't buy insence or candles. When I tried...

I have a big problem. When I was a little kid my mom and grandparents told me all these things about Satan looking like a monster (which I know he really doesn't look like it) and also the Demons. Also my grandparents forced me to go to some xian churhc with them when I was little and I cried...

I need help. I'm afraid I won't be able to buy candles for a long while because of a few reasons for contacting demons. And the meditations will most likely make me sick and dizzy. Is there another way of contacting them? will a ouija board work? because I have one.