I feel like i lost all sense of feeling... I i dont love anyone or anything and.. Idk nobody loves me either i feel like a heartles freak caus i even hate mother and now im thinking about smoking and running away or skipping school and all kinds of stuff i idk whts going on with me please help...

Is tere any other satanists near pittsburgh pa? I dont know any other satanists or anything right now so haha yeaa im still new to this too