I have no alter either physical or astral to do anything and really have no money but all my life I've wanted, longed, yearned to know who my ancestors are. I deserve to know and no one in my 'christian' family will tell me anything, I have plateaued on familytree.com, ancestory.com all of it. I...

I have been trying to find out about my ancestry for quite sometime now but only get so far and then they want money which I don't have. I don't care what I find I just know that I wasn't told anything about my ancestry and long to know. Where should I go? I eagerly wait responses.

Is there any ritual or spell that I can do to attract some money?   I eagerly wait any and all responses.

I am currently unable to go online so I was wondering if someone could send me how to ask/contact satan or whoever regarding giving or letting me have a demon lover as an attachment, i would really appreciate it. I would very much like to try having a male demon lover that would do what id like...

Since ive been with satan for the past 5 years and even before i have ever been `attacked` by the enemy: be it greys or otherwise. Do i have a natural immunity or does my body naturally battle them subconsiously? I mean once when i was bout 5 i banished a ghost, but other than that i have...

First off somehow i think that father has abandoned me: i have been asking for sometime now for some kind of money to come so that me and my guy can move into a house that we like and to keep it up, and nothing. we need to get out of where were living at asap, his father (the other guy that were...

I was wondering where the best place online would be to get colored contacts at. Any and all responses are and will be highly appreciated. Thank you.

I heard about the satanshop thing and I do thank you so much for letting the rest of us know about that. Prob saved alot more people money. But where could one go to buy things for their alter? To get an idea of what they want?     I eagerly wait any responses.

In some of the rituals ive read calls for drinking from a chalice. What kind of chalice should it be? What should i be drinking? I still have yet to find my guardian demon/ unholy guardian, sorry if i put them in the same sentence if they are different entities for I am still a beginner. I...

Im just about to say f life. And let me tell u why: my boyfriend live with his father ( who wont help AT ALL with ANYTHING round the house, wont do dishes, wont buy ANY food ( and eats what i buy for us and refuses to replinish), smokes so much that at night a white haze can CLEARLY be seen(...

For some reason I have wanted to get a tattoo of either a red and black (with maybe a touch of silver) dragon with phoenix wings or a phoenix with dragon wings. A few years ago i broke free of certain chains that were holding me down. And since then ive also felt "something" for dragons, so i...

My boyfriend and I are trying to get a loan to get a house that he`s lived in before and itll be somewhere new for me. Its also a 2 story which i already plan on making one of the rooms into a ritual room. what im asking is for the doorways, what sigils or signs of protection, heath and...

I wanted to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving, merry christmas and happy new year!

I bought a ouji board a while back and have tried many times to use it but for some reason that is beyond me i can make it work, the planchette wont move and i dont know why. There is alot of negative vibes that i feel at the place were i currently live at that nothing can done about because...

I have repeatedly tried to use the ouji board to no avail. The house that i currently reside in does have its share of negative vibes in which nothing im afraid can be done about. I have even resorted to making my own on paper for i know that one tends to get more response if one makes their own...

Im wondering if me and my guy are the only ones. I eagerly wait any responses.

Was just wondering if there are any satanic schools in the US. HAIL SATAN!!!!!

Moneys getting extremely tight lately to the point where I barely have the money to pay the bills, let alone the insurance and tags on vehicles. Unfortunetly i am unable to get a job. I am already on SSI and have yet to get my check. Is there anything that i can do spell or ritual wise...

I find that when i email something that hardly anyoNe answers. Im finding that others emails are getting ALOT more responsE than mine coUld ever hope for. So im thinking about leaving The group. I dont want to leave, but again i dont feel liKe anyone really listens. Theres other topics that have...

I was thinkig that one my emails adnt gotten through ( I think it was titLed something like just wondering) so I made another one. I JUST seen the firSt one and the lastest one I did right next to it. So I do apologize for the almost duplicate emails. But I`m sure you got the jest of what I`m...

Im sorry if it seems like i keep asking the samethings, its just that I feel extremely alone. My boyfriend is the only other satanist that I know.

I`ve already posted ths before and got no response so I`m gonna try this one last time: Any chance theres any satanist or vampires in Iowa? Preferrably in or close to the waterloo-evansdale border? I eagerly wait responses.

How do I find or get in contact with my unholy guardian? I eagerly wait responses.

Happy birthday! Heres to all your wishes comig true!

In regards to The DemOnic Bible: in some of the rituals it says "drink from the chalice", whats suppose to be in the chalice? What type of fluid Is suppose to be in the fluid? I eagerly wait responses.

I want to summon my unholy guardian, but in the ritual it says that i have to drink from a chalice. but it doesn't say what to put INTO the chalice. What goes into the chalice?   I eagerly wait responses.

My greatest wish is to become a high ranking Satanic high priestess aNd a high rankig vampire elder. Anyone know or can give me suggestions on how to start this? Any and all information as always will and always is highly appreciated. I eagerly wait resposes. Vv Ave Satanas! vV

I can someTimes sense energies so i know i can do that but since i started school (about 6 months ago) i find thats harder to call upon it. Is there anyway (magicallY/satanic /spellwise) thaT i can improve to mend My "Abilities"? any and all information as always is highly appreciated. Vv...

How does onE achieve godhead? I eagerly wait responses.

Ive posted here a few times and ever got any responses. i dont know if im asking the Wrong things or if no ones seeing my posts, but Its getting irriating and annoying. If anyone has any suggestions on how to maybe word my posts better to get more and better responses, im open to suggestions...

i know ive posted this before and got really no response. The yahoo group that i think someone mentioned didnt really work. Anyway, im looking for any satanic/satanic magic (dark magic)/vampiric peoples in the area of evansdale/waterloo, iowa. Any and all information is and will always be...

Is there any satanic schools in the US? I`m really interested in becoming a satanic high priestess. I want to learn as much as I can about satanic magic. Even as a kid i dabbled with wiccan, but now i want darker magic. ive always felt like I had ALOT of magic in me just looking for an outlet. I...

I started three threads and replied to atleast three and still dont see them in my emails as being replied to those threads and with the ones I started, I havent seen them in my email OR being replied to. whats going on? Why cant i see the threads ive started and/ or replied to? Any and...