I am ready and set to do the dedacation ritual to satan is there anything I should know or any advice before I begin this ritual?

I have read up on the materials and did a little research and I would very much like to become an earth walking demon for satan not only that I want to set my eyes on thease articals and books locked in the Vatican library's vault and expose the so called christean religion for what it really is.

I have came across the site Joyofsatan and I was drawn to staying there I couldn't stop reading and I want to believe I want to see I have been put in church school in childhood and was labeled an evil child because I always questioned what was being tought I have swayed away from relegions. I...

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I have been lost my whole life without beliefs. I have been forced to go to a church school through childhood and I was named the evil child because I always questioned what they were talking about and was paddled numerous times for just asking questions. I am 22 now and I came across this...