So I've been trying to get into a deep trance . I breathe utill my hands get heavy then i do the falling sensathimln thing. Then everything turns from dark to like a light color , I feel like I'm so close to a astral projection but then i realize my eyes are open and it ruins it . Then i tried...

Ok , So when I was little I always went to church with my grandparents . I never cared much for it . I wpuld always have dreams about Father Satan and the enemy fighting over me . I would have them ALOT as if I was special or something . What does that mean ? Also when I would go to sleep you...