Have to say I'm at a loss here... This whole week I've been drowning in a vortex of negative energy and I can't seem to get out. I do my meditations. I do my breathing exercises, clean my aura and chakras, but nothing seems to help. Basically if just 1 thing goes wrong in my day - no matter how...

Dear brothers and sisters, On Monday the 16th, I will have been a dedicated Satanist for a full year. How should I mark the occasion? I was thinking I could "pool" a lot of energy and give it to Father Satan as a gift - a way of thanking him for everything he's taught me and for keeping me safe...

I believe a grey attacked me last night. I went to bed perfectly fine and happy, did some void meditation before falling asleep as always, but last night was different. Normally I don't remember dreams or nightmares, but last night I had the most vivid nightmare ever:Without going into too much...

Dear brothers and sisters, I'm troubled... All my life I've had an explosive temper and virtually nonexistent fuse to go along with it. To some extent, my efforts to train my dogs (which requires that I maintain a calm-assertive state of mind) has helped, but it wasn't enough. Last year I found...

So the other day I focused a lot on Energy Meditation, basically following the steps on JoS whenever I got a few minutes of quiet time and breathing the energy into my aura as per the instructions there. That night, while doing my normal nightly stuff (played some World of Warcraft, did some...

Ave brothers and sisters! I was looking at the pic of Baphomet on JoS the other day and I noticed something peculiar about him: The pentagram on his forehead is wrong. I know that the true pentagram is point down, but on Baphomet, it's the other way around. Can anyone explain why this is?

So I've decided I want to dedicate myself to Satan. There's just a problem in doing it. Everyone in my family is a xtian. We're 6 people in the house and I share a room with my brother. There's also always someone at home. I mean always, 24/7! I'd prefer that my family not know about this...

Hi! About 8 months ago I started doing research into satanism and found JOS. I grew up xtian but my faith was destroyed by a news story about a 16 year old girl who got kidnapped, raped and burned alive. I kept thinking "the god I was raised to believe in wouldn't allow something like that to...