I'm sure I'm annoying all of you, I'm strain to annoy myself. I did the dedication roughly 5 months ago. And the first month I was all into it, an size then, I've been slacking. I don't even know how to properly mediate. All of you seem like professionals and it's so frustrating that I can't do...

Hi, I did the dedication of the soul ritual from Angelfire about 2-3 months ago. At first, I just felt loved and untouchable and invincible. Then one day, a weird feeling told me to look to the right when I was sitting on my porch smoking a cigarette at about midnight. When I did, there was a...