I'm embarrassed by this, but at this point I feel like if I don't get help my life is at stake. I have been dedicated to Satan for quite some time and every time I meditate I get attacked during or after by greys(have yet to see anything else). I've also had negative thoughts that I'm certain...

I'm embarrassed by this, but at this point I feel like if I don't get help my life is at stake. I have been dedicated to Satan for quite some time and every time I meditate I get attacked during or after by greys(have yet to see anything else). which leaves me feeling inept and demoralized to...