ok so its not that i dont understand what to do, it just that i cant vibrate thoth, or anything for that matter. anyone have any advice on how this could be more achievable?

So i did the dedication ritual the day before yesterday, and every since then nothing has really happened, and i didnt really know anything about meditating and such, but the i found void meditation and i believe that im beginning to get the hang of it, at the moment im learning how to clean my...

so i was under the impression that i was the only TRUE Satanist in my school, well the other day i was beginning to notice that there is a girl in my art class that everyone believes is "weird" well i ask her what her religion was, and before i let her answer i told her not to worry cause i...

so im new to this and i really have no idea what im doing, can anyone point me in the right direction on what i need to do first? i dont even kno how to properly meditate. if anyone is willing to help then please do