I wanna make contact to my Guardian demon but I don't know how to use the ouija board Sent from my BlackBerry smartphone from GT&T

Sent from my BlackBerry smartphone from GT&T

Well there was this "Christian" girl I had affections for...at first I found it hard to like stay far from her ....but with meditation and everytime I tried to make contact a voice would literally say NO and I would start feeling weird in so many ways as if I was being warned......even though I...