I work overnights alone and I've been having troubles with meditations. So, tonight I was gonna do meditations NO MATTER WHAT. Didn't work out that well. I ended just breathing in the energy from the recent rain at my computer while listening to Wagner. As I was doing this, I get this sudden...

I'm don't have a PhD in economy nor do I claim to smoke a pipe while leisurely reading the wall street journal and understand what all those numbers mean. But I do get philosophical sometimes about weird stuff. Like gold and the Dow Jones (which I have no idea what that is). When Father Enki...

I'm new at using tarot cards but so far I've found them to be really accurate. Last night I decided to do a reading on a general state of our nation (US), inspired by HP Maxine's astrology reading.. I used the celtic cross format because that's the only one I know right now. I found it...

My grandfather passed away recently. He was a generous man who always acted selflessly. His death hurt a lot of people and because he was such a public figure, there is a lot of media about it. It is not such a surprise that we are getting a lot of support. My brother had friends whom he had...

So my family is xian. I'm sure alot of you are the same but recently I've had two family members pass away. One I could care less of a crap about. She was spiteful and everyone hated her, on top of being xian. The other though was my granddad. He was a kind and selfless man. But xian. We've...

I know there's a lot of these posts about people wanting to meet Satanists in their area but for this one I'm just visiting. I can't guarntee that I can get away from my parents but if there are any Satanists in Anchorage, Alaska I'd love to meet you! Hail Father Enki!! Hail Lord Dagon!!

So, I had my first reoccurring dream. It struck a cord in me and re-inspired me to make comics again. I'm not good at drawing but I've always valued my storytelling skills (unfortunately, not as a writer but comic artist o o;;) Sketching it out, I've realized one or two Satanic symbols. It...

I don't know if this is too late but there is supposed to be a solar eclipse today at 5:16pm EDT on the 1st (in case this posts late). I know the lunar eclipse was very powerful (for me at least) but does anyone have any thoughts in solar?

It's only a simple tip my friend gave me that she said prevents hackers from getting passwords. It may be incorrect but I'm not tech savvy enough to tell :P She said that hackers can track keystrokes but not mouse clicks. She said to use the on screen keyboard through...

It seems the only thing I ever post is a public thanks to Father and my GD! This time, I would like to thank my GD for all he has done for me this past week. He led me to my new car. Good mileage, AWESOME condition, AMAZING price, and I still have money left over to help get into college. Plus...

Yesterday I got into a wreck. The first MAJOR one I've ever been in and I remember every part of it. My dad made me go pick up my mother from work and I wanted to go get some sushi with her afterwards. On the way there, I had an inkling to go a different route but, unwisely, I didn't follow it...

This past week I've been shown what my life would have been has I not become a Satanist. First my grandmother passed. Not the fast, pain-free and unexpected passing either. For me, it started when my grandfather (a man I admire despite being xian) fell and had a brain bleed. He had to have...

http://hermetic.com/crowley/... the catholic church named him the most evil man on the planet. but some say useing magic circles is bad because it uses gods to control demons and to force them to bend to the persons will. so is it better to just give ur soul to satan and just speak to the demons...

For 6 years, I've poured myself into my friends from high school (i'm 21 so that was during high school). I'd always had my doubts about them and thought I was just being too selfish and possessive of them because, at that time, they were all I had. I'd draw comics for them, write stories, make...

There's no need to reply to this. I just wanted to thank the incubus who came to me last night and let me experience something amazing. I believe he gave me the name Roen or Moen. It's embarrassing but I'm a virgin and Roen let me know how sex really feels and I'm extremely thankful for...

Hello! Recently, I've been looking for ways to express my gratitude for Father and His Demons and I've decided I can help through my art. I'm no Picasso. I took two years of ACTUAL art in high school but I've been drawing for close to two years (that number's generous). Here's the problem...

The happiest times of my life (before Satanism) was when I was working in a bookstore in our mall. It closed down and it devastated me plus the huge ass bookstore that took us over is not the same. So impersonal. I've been thinking about going to college but never knew what I should study...

I've been a Satanist for a year now and I have never been this truly happy before. Unfortunately, I have a hard time focusing on what I have to do to further myself. I went too fast and now I've decided to take it slow. First thing, I live in Lubbock Texas and I'd just like to know if there...

Ok so I've been asking alot of questions on the yahoo groups for a while now and I haven't really been getting many answers or really any help. I would really like it if a High Priest/High Priestess who uses Yahoo IM to possibly IM me/add me as a friend and help me out a bit since new questions...

Ok so I've been asking alot of questions on the yahoo groups for a while now and I haven't really been getting many answers or really any help. I would really like it if a High Priest/High Priestess who uses Yahoo IM to possibly IM me/add me as a friend and help me out a bit since new questions...

Ok, it's been a while since i looked at the group messages and stuff. I have a few questions I'd like to ask and hopefully someone will supply some answers for. Over the past couple of weeks, it seems like i've been putting off alot of satanic things as well as kinetic trainings. Is there any...

Ok, it's been a while since i looked at the group messages and stuff. I have a few questions I'd like to ask and hopefully someone will supply some answers for. Over the past couple of weeks, it seems like i've been putting off alot of satanic things as well as kinetic trainings. Is there any...

Ok so what do you do after your done doing alot of Meditations? Also how exactly do you become close to Father Satan? From what the site says, praying to him helps as well but how exactly do you pray? Through an astral temple? I'm kinda lost at the moment of what to do after you've done and...

Ok so what do you do after your done doing alot of Meditations? Also how exactly do you become close to Father Satan? From what the site says, praying to him helps as well but how exactly do you pray? Through an astral temple? I'm kinda lost at the moment of what to do after you've done and...

Hey, does anyone know what to do if you don't have any of the materials for a ritual? Like if you only have a candle, what could you do so that the ritual is valid? Any Suggestions? Hail Satan!

Hey, does anyone know what to do if you don't have any of the materials for a ritual? Like if you only have a candle, what could you do so that the ritual is valid? Any Suggestions? Hail Satan!

Ok. I have been meaning to ask this question on here for a while now but i kept forgetting. When i was little i had a strange experience. If anyone would like me to tell them about it i don't mind. Anyways, i have only met two people who had the same experience that i had and both have earned a...

Ok. I have been meaning to ask this question on here for a while now but i kept forgetting. When i was little i had a strange experience. If anyone would like me to tell them about it i don't mind. Anyways, i have only met two people who had the same experience that i had and both have earned a...

Ok. I have been meaning to ask this question on here for a while now but i kept forgetting. When i was littler i had a strange experience. If anyone would like me to tell them about it i don't mind. Anyways, i have only met two people who had the same experience that i had and both have earned a...

Ok. I have been meaning to ask this question on here for a while now but i kept forgetting. When i was littler i had a strange experience. If anyone would like me to tell them about it i don't mind. Anyways, i have only met two people who had the same experience that i had and both have earned a...

After meditating, what are you supposed to do afterwords? Also should you perform a ritual like once a week or so and should it be a standard ritual or something else? Also what do you do if you don't have many of the items for a standard ritual?

After meditating, what are you supposed to do afterwords? Also should you perform a ritual like once a week or so and should it be a standard ritual or something else? Also what do you do if you don't have many of the items for a standard ritual?

After making the commitment i noticed that beginners to satanism should meditate to have become strong in spirit. Does meditation have to be done or not really? Reason why I'm asking is because 2-3 years ago I used to meditate all the time so i could practice Telekinetic abilities which I had...

After making the commitment i noticed that beginners to satanism should meditate to have become strong in spirit. Does meditation have to be done or not really? Reason why I'm asking is because 2-3 years ago I used to meditate all the time so i could practice Telekinetic abilities which I had...

Ok so i read the instructions on how to make a commitment. Thing is what i did is that i wrote the prayer down on a piece of computer paper and then signed my name in blood next to I, (sigh name). After i wrote down the whole prayer i folded it up many times and went outback to light the candle...

Hey guys. I just dedicated myself to Father Satan. Though I'm wandering a bit because the way i did it was i went out and bought a few small red candles. After that i came home, wrote the prayer down, signed my name in blood but i only did my first and last name since it was getting everywhere...

Ok so i read the instructions on how to make a commitment. Thing is what i did is that i wrote the prayer down on a piece of computer paper and then signed my name in blood next to I, (sigh name). After i wrote down the whole prayer i folded it up many times and went outback to light the candle...

Anyone know how to do so or how to get a succubi? Would greatly appreciate it.