I'm ready to accept Lord Satan into my life, but I can't do the initiation ritual on account of I don't have ANY candles of the right color. Must I have a candle, or will Lord Satan understand? Because as everyone has said, as long as my intentions are pure, Satan will accept me.

For one, this is my first time on a yahoo group page, so I'm not sure how to do everything, so... Anyway. I was born and raised catholic, and am currently Christian. HOWEVER, I'm not too sure if the religion I've chosen is the right one. It just isn't everything that people said it would be, and...