Things have been randomly disappearing from my room. Just my things not my parents'. Now before you write this off as normal. Yes, in the past one or two items would go missing for a long time but showed up eventually. This time, I've lost my bottom retainer, a cell phone, a sewing needle, and a...

Getting a big check in a few months. I'm wanting to buy some ritual stuff and books. I need some book recommendations. I've trudged through big titles like the Necronomicon, and stuff from Aleister Crowley, Michael W Ford, etc. I refuse to revisit La Vey... I want some obscure titles dealing...

Ok.... So I ask a simple question and everyone thinks I'm either a troll or not worth crap. Gotchu. First of all, I don't want to have kids because when I was 13 I had an aneurismal bone cyst removed from my lumbar spine and it had to be reinforced with metal rods and screws. My doctor told me...

I know in my heart its true that race mixing is wrong on so many levels. In fact, I don't even want kids in the first place... However, I started dating a black guy (I'm white) for some reason... I feel like I can have a future with him, but like.............. Is it ok? As long as I don't have...

I'm stuck in Job Corps cause I need my GED and such. I claimed to be "pagan" so I have an excuse to "be weird" and celebrate the Sabbats. It's insane that STILL even when I pick a more mainstream cover that I get discriminated against. Then again I am in North Carolina, bible belt and all...

This past week alone I've been attacked psychically in my own ritual space. Minor stuff but still...... I've been putting off the RTR's way too long, starting now. Also, wondering if maybe now is a good time to mention I downloaded a PDF of the jos website many months before the sites were...

I wanted to give a shout-out to Saleos. I was planning a big ritual dealing with inciting love in someone and putting things together as I was going to perform t this week. But, after I was done writing down everything, I felt a powerful and wonderful presence I have come to associate with...

So I got a portable phone charger the other day and I charged it all the way. I was getting bored and decided to try something. I put it between my palm chakras and focused on draining the energy from it, five mins of doing it and I check it. It has less than half battery. Is this normal? Was I...

I normally just observe posts, i would never post unless something like this happened and I have no idea where else to turn I've been dedicated to Satan for some time now (and have been on the jos site for most of that time) but I stopped doing meditation for about four months due to a lot of...