Ah my friend I hear you and yes in many ways you are right in each thing you say but I must ask have you done the dedication? Do you have a cell or kik we can talk easier if you like? ------------------------------

Well ho early I've not ever do e meditation and breathing exercises because I really don't have the environment for it but when I'm 18 in July I'm looking to go out and find a church of Satan I believe there is one the next town over from.mine But does anyone have any rituals they care to tell...