Brothers and Sisters. I know Christians are still gentile people, but I hate them as much as Jews - if not more. I see them as enemies and truly want to take them out. Am I wrong for feeling this way? Will Satan punish me?

Hello, I'm quite new to satanism and I've just started the spiritual warfare program. However I'm having trouble going into a deep trance. I first relax my body, then try to induce a falling effect in my mind, and at first I feel my mind slowing down. But the deeper I go the harder it is to...