Preferably female to talk to on a regular basis any takers

Ever since I've become a satanist I've heard the words definr omniptuous potentia which means to desire unlimited power can anyone give me a theory why?

I've been reading posts about having sexual relations with a demoness or succubuss? How does this work and also... ever since a few days before I committed my soul I've been hearing in my head definr omniptuous potentia does any one have a theory why?

i read up on it and decided that i truly deeply desire a demoness lover does any one have specific ritual instructions i should use?

I read a topic of such a thing if it is true can someone tell me about it? I personally would much rather be a lover to a demon than a human.

I'm looking for a fellow satanist(female) to possibly develop a relationship with. Anyone interested I'm 20

Reason why I ask is I don know any other satanists here and wanted to find someone I thought this would be the best way.