I am having trouble finding the ritual to do with the building of my astral temple can somebody direct me toward the page please

I am suicidal and have always been and my biggest fear is not going to hell after I do kill myself will I go to hell if I do

hey guys I do breathing exercises day to day and open up my chakras every 3 but have no other routine meditations or exersices, what would you guys recommend I start doing day to day

al jiwah and it is dificult to find in most countries

I don't know about any of you but I am getting kinda pissed about all of the deleated stuff. I live in America which by law cannot discriminate against religion, but Christians and jewish control everything. tell me what is wrong here