So for a very long time now at night this shadow figure with what kinda looks like a goat head or at least horns shape and a human ish body has been attached to me. Doesn't matter my location weather at home or in a hotel this thing fallows me. It just feels Cerious, like a big predator stalking...

I believe roughly a year ago I had a vivid experience where it felt like I was being cradled by an god, it was an amazing experience that led me here. Ever since I haven't been able to get any strong responses when I reach out. When I meditate and focus on Lucifer it feels like his energy is...

Just wondering if anyone else in here cut deeper than they ment too for the decation ritual. For yall wondering why I couldn't just pick with a neededle? Because for me personally the quick slash of steel was less painful than a trying to use a needle and more permanent. Then again if nothing...

So I'm an artist and definitely more visual when it comes to focusing. It just feels right to draw. So I'm wondering if there are cases where I can draw something down for my spell work / mediation that can help me out. Currently I'm trying to have another conversation with Lucifer. I had a...

Ok so I just finished the ritual and didn't pass out! Its feels like my very soul has been lifted and I'm really excited to get closer to Satan! Any good starting places that yall know of? HAIL SATAN!!!😁😁😁

So I am fully ready to do the decation ritual, I want to do this. Olny problem is that I pass the FUCK out whenever I see my own blood. I'm worried that if I pass out it will make the ritual invalid or worse, horribly disrespectful! Thanks for any help yall! HAIL SATAN!

Between me never doing a ritual before and having to hide anything religious thats not Christian from my parents I have no idea how to handle this. A quick summary is that recently I had a experience where my room went pitch black, I drifted off to sleep because it felt like I was bening cradled...