I've been experiencing some negative self thoughts on and off not sure if they are psychic attacks even after constant aura cleansing and protection spells.. Is this normal for everyone or am I missing out on something?

Hey guys this story is quite long I'll make it short as possible I was in an pisslamic state I had been detained and forcefully rejected entry back to my own country even after the case was clearly evident I would get deported but later a scam of shit popped out of nowhere unless I had the...