Is there a meditation to make one more masculine? I keep invoking fire, but I get backlashes or water. I'm gonna join a gym and start working out. I do body weight exercises. Im tired of this sensitive spot in my brain, I'm about to invoke fire into my damn brain. I want it out. But I cant...

I recently started looking at other groups. Even Norse pagan and what not. A constant battle the whole way. I defeated all their arguments and all they could start doing is racist! Vikings against white supremacy. I had no idea even those people were a bunch of liberal race trading faggots...

First does Saulo or Saulu work like Surya does to clean? Also, I keep trying and failing at consistency with meditation. I'm trying to just clean the aura for now. How many reps should I do 20,50,100,216? I just can't seem to keep the shit going. I think oh what about a different chant or...

So when the Egyptians reversed the enemy letters, they made a new alphabet, based on egyptian stuff to curse them. The letters we are now reversing. Are they gonna try this tactic again? Make a new one? I kinda feel like they still have secret shit too as well. Why wouldn't you make variations...

What age does a retrograde Saturn begin to work for you? How does this work? If you have 4 retros and one of them your ruler, when do you come into your own? 30? 35? Will Saturn retro ever work for you? Or is it like you have no Saturn in your chart?