I haven't done the dedication ritual yet as I am still studying about this, but I started praying to Satan. Last night I didn't sleep at all because I was reading and at one point I saw pictures in front of me,even tho my eyes were open. Then I felt vibrations shaking me. After that, things...

I have decided to become a Satanist and chose LaVeyan because i'm an atheist. I wanted to believe, really, even after I became an atheist years ago I was searching for the "true" religion. Month ago I revisited LaVey and was positively suprised by his teachings. I do like him, but at the same...