I just got my wisdom teeth out and thats not too pleasant. I have smoked weed for a little over a year now and I won't be smoking again until a month after the day I had my surgery to ensure no infections, so I will be sober 30 days, but I'm wondering if I should continue with that lifestyle...

Im looking to strengthen my aura and mind and learn more about all the questions I have, gain abilities if I am so worthy of such a gift. I'm looking to meditate for at least an hour a day. Any advice on where to start would be great. I'm trying to further myself.

Ive had anger issues most of my life and as a younger individual I often dreamt of "powers" to go get free money and do what I wanted, but I've matured and although thoughts of power for personal gain still arise and I've been angry lately, I've finally found the lifestyle I need to calm myself...