It could be something as simple as a change in the weather. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

If you are serious, read the Joy of Satan website. We are serious Satanists here. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

First of all, I believe that on the JoS website you will come the closest to the truth of anything out there. Much research, hard work and devotion has been poured into it by Maxine. You should read all of it, including the sermons of of Maxine's and the other clergy. Secondly, know this...

Sounds psychological to me...Like deep down you have a hidden fear. Fear is your worst enemy. There is nothing to fear but fear. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

Don't worry. You will know she's there. If you are ope at all. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

I believe it is a good possibility. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

Very astute of you! Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

It is great knowin they are real! Awesome! Hail Father Satan! Hail Anubis! Hail Isis! --------------------------------------------

I have been seeing this beautiful purple "cloud" as I call it for a number of years now. I have learned to trust it. I see it a lot when I am meditating. I truly believe it is good. At least for me it is. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

Actually I think the fire pit would do just fine. It is what is in the heart and the intention that counts. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

Not sure I can help you. But maybe you are trying too hard. I think from what you have said here that you do have one. You're just not open enough for one reason or the other. Just try and relax and keep meditating. Wish I could help you more. Hail Father Satan...

Personally, I think you have a medical problem. Especially since you can't remember dreams and you are seeing flashes of light. I've been dedicated for some time now and have no problems with dreaming or remembering them. You should get a check up. Hail Father Satan...

It can last for many lifetimes. Hail Father Satan! --------------------------------------------

I am sure many of you have seen this. I think we should do a ritual against this kind of crap! http://news.yahoo.com/jihadists-iraq-or ... 05853.html Hail Father Satan!