Im sorry to respond so late but I just wanted to say after thinking about it, my thoughts were those too. Thank you:)

I was having an argument with my mother today. At some point she screamed at me to (translated) “go to Satan and never come back”which would be the equivalent of the English phrase “go to Hell and never come back.” I immediately thought that, technically, she just wished me well.😂 But the fact...

Could i ask what you mean by that? More context/clarification, i get that thought in a sense like “i know Satan has my back when required, and i just think about it in a more humorous way.” I never thought it was a thought of detrimental consequences or a “i can fuck up and he will step in and...

Can I ask how? Im curious, as up till now I just took this thought as “i know Satan has my back, and i just think about it in a more humorous way.” I never believed it was a negative thought/feeling, or one with detrimental consequences.

Sometimes if I do something stupid or if I make a dumb decision, in my head I automatically see Satan facepalming in disappointment and/or saying something like “I have to save this bitch’s ass again, girl get it together.” Is it weird?🥲😂💀 I have a lot of self awareness, so when I do something...

Thank you for your replies. They have been really helpful, and I really appreciate the time you took to write them. Reading them was genuinely an anxiety relief. Hail Satan!

Im going to be as quick and simple as possible but this situation is a complicated and long one so PLEASE bear with me. When i was 16 i dedicated my soul to Satan and started meditating almost immediately. I started hanging out with other Satanists and i was happy with how things were turning...