I can relate to your problem because the exact thing happened to me several years ago before I was SS. I thought I'd share my experience besides the advice given in case it could also help. During the worst of this time I could not even brush my hair or put on clothes for the first few hours of...

There are some good discussions on this topic in this thread: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=13166&p=50382&hilit=Aphantasia#p50382

Sorry this is little late. I was just reviewing this as I will start a freeing the soul working soon with waning scorpio moon after the voc. Then I tried searching here for other references and found this quote from Lydia: From this old post on freeing the soul...

I'm a native English speaker so I don't think about it too much...I know I make mistakes especially in conversation but I don't mind as long as I'm understood. I practice Norwegian on Duolingo too and I agree that it's easy to relate to English. I've heard it said that Norwegians can understand...

Speaking of Duolingo, I was just working on some german there. I clicked on the phrase Gewalt ist eine Gefahr, and who do I see at the top comment? I was like: :shock: :o :lol:

I had to google this condition(?) as this is the first I've heard of it. I found an interesting article which said this: Here is the full article: https://www.newscientist.com/article/2083706-my-minds-eye-is-blind-so-whats-going-on-in-my-brain/ Everyone has great advice for you so far. I...

For anyone doing this or interested in this meditation: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=800&hilit=Inanna I just wanted to share a variation I found helpful. Instead of doing 88 reps of Innana I'm doing 108 or 216 in groups of 9. Reason being I can vibrate them directly into the...

I don't know if one can do void during a video game, but I don't think you should count it towards your daily meditation practice regardless. We don't need people claiming "oh, I just meditated 8 hours playing video games" :lol: If you're not sure what an active void feels like try...

I used to half joke with a friend that I was cursed on Saturdays. I would always plan to do a ton of stuff and would never accomplish much or just go through the motions. I always felt sluggish and heavy and would not feel right until Sunday. I blamed this on being tired from work during the...

I agree with that. Though the language topic was amusing this sermon has alot more to talk about. This sermon comes right on time for me as I've recently been analyzing what has worked for me in life and what hasn't. It also confirms that the times when I prioritized meditations where my best...

Definitely! I used it a lot when I quit smoking this year and it was a big help. I also did a sun square to help boost my mood and affirmations but the void was what I used to distract from the constant cravings throughout the day.

This is why I wanted to emphasis this as void meditation can be done anytime even at work or while doing menial chores around the house. There are 24 hrs in a day and you can have faster results by adding this whenever possible. Reprogramming your mind is also important as I mention at the...

Have you looked at these? https://www.bitchute.com/ https://www.minds.com/ Like Larissa said nothing is on par with youtube unfortunately but maybe with time one of these could take off.

I've used this saying dealing with people: "No man is my friend, no man is my enemy. There are only teachers." Sometimes with emotions in relationships it's hard to see clearly and thinking of people like this can be helpful. Like an ex that screwed you over taught something useful like...

I don't think it's stupid, alot of people feel this way I think. The big thing is to not give a care what people think when you talk to them and just be yourself. Try not to be rude of course but try to relax. You may be reading more into something you said and feeling awkward because of it...

There have been quite a few topics posted recently from fellow SS struggling with depression. Besides the typical advice I just want to stress what personally worked for me. One thing I struggled explaining to someone was the usefulness of an active void meditation when stuck in a bad...

I was recently trying to describe this to a fellow SS who was depressed but I think you explained it best! I learned how to do this during some bad phases in my life and found it can help get one out of stagnant/depressive states of mind. I've used it alot during work as well and it really...

Thanks a lot for sharing these lyrics, they are really inspiring. I like black metal but never liked Thorns. I was just having some bad thoughts and questioning some things.... :cry: I rarely check this thread because, well, most BM is satanic to some degree. But glad I did, this got me right...

For the munka working the recording sounds right to me. For the affirmations and from what I've heard other SS say you might want to separate those goals into different workings for more power. Choose most important first (probably money) then do the others later. Also be more specific: "I am...

One way we are lucky as SS is we have a chance to get to know our true selves and desires through meditation and spiritual growth. When I was a teen I fell into a trap that it was cool to be promiscuous because my friends were. This was damaging to me for years after because by nature I'm...

:lol: Proof that confidence goes a long way. To be fair she did not grow up with Varg as he was in prison. It will be interesting to see how his current kids grow up and how much they decide to take after their father. It's been my experience that women who have been abandoned or abused by...

Those affirmations sound fine. If you think they are from both current and past lives though you could try being more specific in the affirmation like: "(Chosen Rune) is permanently removing any and all current and past life issues regarding sexual hang ups, repressions and blockages from my...

I heard of the Jos through a couple youtube channels. I put off checking out the site for a long while. Finally I saw this youtube comment where someone said a sun square could help cure bad habits. I wanted to quit smoking soon so I thought I'd try it. I was really surprised by the intensity I...

Thanks, I will try to look for that sermon. I agree we were more advanced in the past. For the eras and regions you are referencing it seems they were advanced due to they were mastering both left and right as we are meant to do. In western civilization we have been separated from the feminine...

Hp Mageson, do you think there have been old cultures that were more on the right brain side, almost opposite how our society is now? I always wondered if some tribal people that never advanced technology had this or maybe some cultures with writing that only used pictographs/heiroglyphs for...

Thanks for saying this as it needs to be talked about more. I had a daydream after reading this how great would it be to play this as a speech over loudspeakers in shopping malls worldwide. I can imagine the shocked looks of self righteous indignation on both men and womens faces. Beneath it I...

I was once close to a sagittarius and he revealed the same exact thing to me. The thing is I didn't notice this when I saw him interact with others but it seemed to bother him as well. I just couldn't relate because I'm a fixed sign and I have a hard time changing for anybody :lol: I think...

I haven't read that book but most if not all financial experts say to start saving for retirement asap due to the power of compound interest. I agree that one should start putting money away for retirement as soon as possible. At least get your companies match otherwise you are throwing away...

I'm the same when it comes to this. I don't like meat and I don't want to contribute to factory farms. I eat dairy and eggs but buy as much from organic and cagefree/humane farmers as I can. I don't like to promote veganism inadvertantly from this though, because I've always agreed it's...

Check out this thread: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=290 It could be revived or someone could start a new one :)

I have never had any luck meditating with music. It causes too much stimulation and I find myself getting bored with meditation or too edgy. In fact if there is anything I don't like about the music it seems even more irritating than usual. For physical yoga I wouldn't mind listening to some...

I think this a good way to visualize it, especially how you have the energy coming from front and back.I always did it coming from the front and when I tried it your way it felt much better. Maybe it would be even better to see the chakra colors themselves brighten or even be absorbed by the...

I always like to mention that because it happened to me once that I was eating like crap and not getting sun for a long time and lost a lot of vitamin d and iron. One doc told me to take depression pills but I just needed vitamins, lol! I wanted to say one last thing for the anhedonia,as I may...

Thanks for sharing this Zola! I have to admit I've said similar things and often feel like I'm a bother. Reading it from your perspective makes the idea seem silly. I think this can help a lot of new people who are struggling with different issues.

For low energy have you tried the 5 tibetan or 10 tibetan breaths? I'm not sure how to link it but you can find them in the yahoo groups under files as PDFs. @ Luis: I find physical exercise does help when I do a combo of cardio, strength training & yoga. The problem is sometimes it's hard to...

I can relate to this but in a different way. Though it's hard to give advice on such an important life decision I can share what happened to me, and who knows, maybe that can help? I faced a similar decision and was torn between going in debt for college and being forced to live with my Mother...

I found this really useful and have been using it with the Innanna astral senses meditation. @HML: I think he might be going for a silverish vibe with this one? I have a hard time picturing silver so I just use a white gold for now.

I don't know the answer to your question, but I just want to suggest you post this in the joyofsatan666forum because more people will see it there and maybe someone else can answer.

Did the doctors also try to rule out physical causes like nutrient deficiencies or thyroid issues? I know some run these tests for depression but in some instances you may have to ask.

Could you explain what you mean by purple prose? I think I've heard the enemies color is purple but I'm not sure why? On a comical note I looked at my cd Symbolic by Death( I didn't even know he was jewish until recently) and noticed he thanks his Attornies and tax accountants :lol:.

Thanks Aquarius that's exactly what I meant. I did not mean to imply that one is necessarily better than the other. Overfocusing on left brain and shutting down the right brain is one of many ways used by the enemy to keep us down. If more people had their intuition developed for example we...

What type of psychological problem? Is this for the anhedonia you mentioned before? Runes can be very helpful and easy to adapt to your situation: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html Wunjo for happiness Algiz for banishing negative energies. Sowilo for strength willpower...

I think most kids are closer and more connected to the astral. They take kids at age 5 or sometimes 3-4 and start indoctrinating them in unnatural left brained thinking institutions for a reason. Then you have elders that constantly say it's only your imagination, thats not real etc. Kids...

Have you heard any of these yet? http://www.angelfire.com/josgreece/Satans_Library_Index.html I'm not sure how often it's updated but there seems to be a lot of info on there. Just click on both new and old library as it says some links are broken.

Both of course! :D If I had to choose I would say color. While I can't speak for others it has been my experience while developing visualization skills that it's harder to get a feel for colors than it is for gold, white-gold or white light. For people with real bad or nonexsistent...

I've been picturing the heart chakra like the pic below with two pyramids meeting at the bottom. When they spin, it's like a top. Is this wrong or are both right? Sorry for poor quality. I just trimmed a generic pic for demonstration.

That's weird I thought I replied to this once but it didn't go through.. Anyhow that makes me feel better about doing mudras actually. It's not good to worry about if one is counting wrong for example. I like how you split up the chakra work too to keep things balanced. Something I'd like to...

This story has always bothered me and it doesn't have a happy ending in sight. It reminds of those horror/thriller movies where the victim seems to finally have an escape from an impossible to beat monster/villain. They are in a dark street running and they get picked up by them in a car or they...

:lol: :lol: :lol: I think I like bad jokes too :lol:

Thanks Lydia, it makes a lot more sense to go by feel when doing mudras with mantras. I think it will help to not have to worry about something like reps or if one is doing it right etc. I like how you split up the chakra work too, this way everything gets attention. That's something I'd like...

Thanks for the link these are really nice! I still have my first set from rider waite but this will be more up my ally due to the inspirational art style.

Yeah I know not everyone can escape the facetrix anymore. Unfortunately, these types of institutions are like a cancer that got out of hand and has wrapped itself into multiple extensions of peoples lives. Since they are now too large to cut out in some places our only choice is to zap them...

Maybe the moral of the story is delete kikebook? A while back I was sharing my cellphone with someone and let them download the fakebook ap on my phone. After a while it started showing ads unrelated to my friend but was related to stuff I searched for on other apps and browsers. If I...

While not the type of channel your describing, I used to watch this homestead channel called Starry Hilder offgrid. It had sustainable living & prepping type stuff on it. Suddenly this lady started going off the deep end randomly preaching every other video. Next thing you know shtf but not in a...

This is really nice thanks to both of you! I think it would be really great if someone collaborated and came up with a JOS tarot deck! Until that happens what are some decks people here prefer? Are there some more appropriate for us than others?

I've had trouble with this too and I figured the only way is to visualize the numbers while chanting. Obviously that's a problem if you are trying to open your 3rd eye to improve visualization... Maybe with mudras the exact amount of reps is less important?

It's coming along nicely. I do agree with HML though. Perhaps it could be brightened similar to the colors in the aura cleaning gif.

I think it's a good thing to point out that they are all helpful lest someone mistakes unnecessary or optional as useless. However, in regards to opening the chakras it does say on the meditation page that the hand mudra's are unnecessary IF they are uncomfortable...

I'm sure someone else will link this but I just came across this looking for something else :D It is a bit trickier to search for because it doesn't mention munka in the title. https://eridu666.webs.com/Words-of-Power.htm

So far my personal experience with affirmations has been good using the basic " in a positive way for me" add on. There has been times when I didn't use that or something similar and that was when I noticed negative side effects. I think Lydia s right and it will vary per individual...

Thanks! I didn't think to look there. I feel the same way with the Jupiter square, lol. Going by the calendar I think we have 3 days to start a jupiter square consecutively this year. 11/8, 11/29, & 12/20. Something I just realized though is that Jupiter is in Sagittarius until Dec 2019. So...

You could try this exercise called "confronting your fears and determining their cause": Sit in a firm comfortable position and relax. Think about your fears neutrally without forming an opinion. Just accept them like you are practicing the state of empty mind technique like buddhist zazen (or...

You could try having your parents read articles like these or describe them to them. You could say: how is being healthy satanic? https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/13-benefits-of-yoga#section2 https://www.yogajournal.com/lifestyle/count-yoga-38-ways-yoga-keeps-fit I understand why it's...

I don't think it would be as effective for most people and it's mentioned several times that vibration is important. Is there a reason you don't use the vibrations given? The hand mudras help but those aren't necessary.

Interesting. I like the idea of using 3 mantras. I couldn't find the water mantra listed anywhere. Could you show where that's from? I think I will try using akasha too eventually. I did find a link for that, it's called quintessence in the description...

Don't worry about that too much. Dreams are your subconscious trying to communicate with you. If you felt at the time it was positive then it probably was. Dreams symbols can be literal or metaphor. Now that your knowledge has changed the symbols meaning might have changed. So if you had this...

When you say "ritual standard" do you mean like with candles, at an alter with incense etc? If so then sure go ahead! It won't hurt if thats what you feel you have to do. However it's not necessary as you just need to raise your energies which can be done with some mantras or even breathing...

Thanks for the feedback.This working is pretty adaptable. I think one could alter the color breathed into the chakras to silver or indigo for 6th violet for crown etc. The affirmation section could also be shortened a bit. The author said it took them 15 minutes but I think it took a lot longer...

Lydia thanks for posting this I found it really helpful! There's one thing about the Innana working Luis posted I'd like a second opinion on. I tried it and the whole thing was very powerful, however during the part to vibrate Innanna into the chakras it's impossible for me to visualize them...

It must be difficult working in heat with all those mosquitos :( If nothing works it might be worth reposting a new topic in health for mosquito help? Perhaps not everyone with interest in dental matters has tips to combat the buggers. Just a thought... Best of luck!

It sounds like you're being way too hard on yourself. Comparing yourself to others is pointless. There will always be someone more advanced, more popular more: insert whatever quality. Not that you should settle for less but dwelling will not help you reach any goals. Depression does suck...

I don't know about an internal solution. Have you tried any essential oils? Currently I'm using something from my health food store called bug shield. It has: citronella, eucalyptus,lavendar,rosemary, cedarwood, geranium and lemongrass. If you don't have a store that carries it you can buy a...

Ok, I was just asking because I felt the solar to be a bit more expansive too and was not sure if it was just me or my imagination. Interesting to hear someone else feels the same. I think it's good the way it is. If it ever gets used officially on the meditations page it could say: use as a...

I was wondering for the raum meditation if there was a reason the chakras are different sizes? For example the solar is much bigger than the rest while the sacral is slightly bigger than the base.

I have these dreams too especially when I get overstressed. Maya has a point but I think looking to ones astro chart you might see what is causing the addiction and self destructive behaviour and be able to attack it that way. I think it's important to get the root cause because like weeds...

What do you have in mind as a working for detachment? I haven't done anything like that because I'm trying to tackle the problem by getting to the root causes of why I had this addictive problem. For example I know that I've had other addiction issues (now gone thankfully) and I don't want to...

I've had dreams that foretell important future events for myself for several years now. They are sometimes metaphorical but usually they have a physical detail that actually comes to pass so I know it's real. Some months before I started looking into the Jos I had a dream that I later realized...

This is so important to overlook. One might do a money or prosperity working to acquire tons of money only to have 0 freetime. In my opinion that is just slavery to work nonstop. I think the belief that one needs to work extra hard in life to achieve anything of value can be a good attitude...

I recently seen some comments somewhere saying something similar about Jos being crazy.The average person is so brainwashed and out of touch spiritually that they just can't see clearly anymore. I think for those with intuition the info is easier to see. Even then there is so much lies and...

Thanks for making these. I think my visualization of both these improved after seeing them a couple times.

Thanks. It has been a little over 4 months. May not seem long to a some but it's quite an accomplishment for me. Congrats for 3 years smoke free! I'm looking forward when I will say the same someday :)

I think it would help if you used it with the munka or ansuz working.The munka/ansuz can be used as a banishing and the raum for raising vibrations. For extra effectiveness you could start during the waning moon. Though avoid the void of course moon. One reason the sun square helped me is...

I agree as I've only been succesful with cold turkey. It's funny because one of many reasons I came to Jos was to help me quit smoking. Someone had recommended to try the sun square to help with addictions so I tried it and it not only helped cure my addiction but cleared up some issues with my...

If you have your own room you could try implementing some cheap soundproofing ideas: https://soundproofliving.com/soundproof-apartment/ https://soundproofliving.com/soundproof-room-cheap-free-ideas/ If you click on the recent posts in the above articles there are more tips for different...

You probably received few answers because there seems to be too many causes. I have noticed something with people I've met in my life and noticed a trend with white women dating black men. Every single white woman I have known that has dated black were at some time abused or abandoned by their...

I delayed registering because of this reason. I was thinking wow there are a lot of angry people here, lol. I joined anyhow because this just happens anywhere you go in life. We just get the idea when there is a common higher goal or learning involved that people will rise above pettiness and be...

Yes, I know this is not the correct tongue roll. This is my alternate version I adapted because I have a shortened frenulum or tongue connection. I did not like the sound and feel of the english r sound, so after a few experiments I found this way bettered my concentration and the vibration felt...

A while back someone had asked about this and I wanted to explain a little better an alternative technique I learned for rolling R's for mantras. The best demonstration I found was in this german language video: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kqQ4gxcHPDw I'm not claiming this is a better way or...

I feel like both could be used because it seems most people here were using that version(type in suryae in the topic search and you'll see what I mean :) ) It also means the sun and is part of the sun square mantra. I'd just stick with what feels best to you until more info is available.

I'm tired of hearing this argument of private companies for mostrosities like fakebook & joogle. I try to avoid them when I can but for some people it's not possible. They are like utilities at this point. These companies have become power hungry. They will let someone like Alex Jones grow to...

Here's a couple sermons on it https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=3650&p=20740 https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=9711

I can relate totally to your sentiment as I have always naturally gravitated towards being a hermit and have done it in spurts as closely as one can without moving to the mountains. Of course everyone has a unique path so maybe that's an option for some SS, BUT.... I'm sure you've heard humans...

Thanks for sharing. I had thought someone must have tried this somewhere and this gives a good reason why someone might want to try it that way.

I don't think the members who gave you suggestions were irked at you. I think they were just trying to help. Is fear useless then? Fear is a warning to be cautious. What good is doing something foolish to be fearless and then dead the next day? Fear as a tool for survival is not weak. It's...

Maybe this article can help shed a different perspective for relaxing: http://web.archive.org/web/20150915172322/http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic1913.html As for visualization it will get better with time. Just "know" that you are seeing the image to start and gradually you will see...

I have seen some newbie questions go unanswered here and there. I'm somewhat new to the forums but I have noticed a lot of people prefer to browse and not participate. Not that it's entirely bad but I think it's nice when there are a lot of opinions and advice rather than one or 2 from the...

Did you mean to ask "why don't I feel an energy buzz after yoga?" You can try to make sure you are breathing correctly and doing the postures right. One should also not rush. You could also do the full breath after yoga as that should easily raise vibrations. Affirmations can be helpful...

It seems that the directions for the squares are pretty specific meaning you only need to do them the stated # of times. Meaning doing a square longer would be overkill. If you take and extend the square itself to equal 90 days it would only be a mantra and not a square any longer. However I've...

I was wondering about it as well, once I reread the story I noticed: "In Primordial Greece before the fall of the Minoan civilization. The head God Zeus was shown as the eternally young God called Korios. He was blue colored had a White bull, 12 cow herder companions and a consort called Rodha...

I have never been able to roll my R's either due to a shortened tongue. I experimented and found I can do a roll in the back of my throat kind of similar to a gargle effect but not as guttural sounding. I would try experimentg with the R and see what you come up with because I found it did...

I found a nice app for android called autodesk sketch. I'm not sure what you mean by the brush feature but my phone has the pen with it that I use to erase the letters. There is an option on the app that looks like different brush stokes. I use a soft eraser option which has the effect of...