Is there something Satanic I can do to attract long-term, real friends who won't try to control me? Do I have to program my aura or something? What color should I visualize?

I see 1:44 on my clock and phone almost every day. What does it mean? Also, I heard 888 is Jesus' number. So, I'm assuming it's a really bad number and if you see it a lot something bad'll happen to you( I haven't seen it at all, btw)? Leastly, I see 1:11, 11:11, and 666 A LOT. I heard those...

I'm sure most ppl who're in college/ were in college had this problem, but it's been a year and I still can't figure out what I wanna major in( I know what carrer I want- tabletop game designer and writer, but you don't rly need college for those. I'm just going as a backup plan). I'm still...

This is prob. dumb, but I'm trying to get rid of a genital infection( I don't get my insurance back till Oct. 7 and off-the-counter stuff isn't working) so I figured I'd work my 2nd chakra. Anyway, I see all these lines and I don't rly get it. For the line in front of "chakra", what am I...

One of the women who was a part of the reg. JoS group is going back to Xianity! A few months ago she had a crush on her professor and Satan apparently told her that she and that lady were gonna spend the rest of their lifes together. The lady ended up being straight and she said she was gonna...

This is a RLY dumb question, but where IS the files section in the e-group? I'm in need of some money too, so...

Maybe it's just me, but I've noticed that there's been a trend in the media and society in general. Back during the 1960s-1990s, there wasn't much sexuality on TV and many ppl weren't having sex until marriage and pre-martial sex was stunned. Now, there's sexuality everywhere and many ppl either...

This is probably a dumb question, but is numerology real? I typed my full birth name in some numerological sites and they described me well. I'm rly interested in this sort of thing so I'm just wondering.

Is monogamy unrealistic and unnatural for most, if not all, people? Wasn't monogamy invented after Xianity was? Why did the Jews make it? There is plenty of research that both social and sexual monogamy is unnatural (esp. for men. LOL), as both are rare in animals. Here are some links...

I think I meet my soulmate about two years ago. We're not actually dating right now, but we're good friends and are talking about marriage and starting a family together. Today we were talking about stuff and he mentioned he liked another girl besides me. I wasn't angry with him, but just sad. I...

I understand that sexual repression is wrong 'cause it blocks the spine or somethin' like that, but does that mean one shouldn't save it for someone they care about? I understand that abstinence until marriage is a Xian concept( it is right?), but I think it's what best for me. My born again...

Has anyone in this group ever been confused by their sexuality? When I was rly young, I was straight. Just a few months ago, I was a lesbian. Now I'm bi. I don't get it. I'm pretty impressionable because of my element Water and I've always liked both sexes and I feel great about admitting my...

One of my friends a few weeks ago said I might have Borderline Personailty Disorder. I checked and I have some of those symptoms( unstable self-image, clinginess, self-hatred and pity,moodiness, etc.) Then I checked the traits of a Cancer and the negative things are the same as the symptoms for...

I just found out that I might have about 3 or more personality disorders. It's prob. due to genetics, but I think I have too much of the water element. Is there any way to devolke it so my emotions can balance out?

Karen, I just gotta say I'm REALLY sorry for what I said about you. I didn't really mean what I said . You know that disorder you said I had? I looked it up and you're right; that IS me. 100% me. I do have a problem with the way other people live and behave because I think my way's the best for...

Does anyone know why alot of straight people assume that gays are "self-destructive", "promiscuous", "lazy", overall don't wanna do anything with their lives, and have a bad "lifestyle"? It gets on my nerves. Every time I tell people that I'm a lesbian and I have dreams and whatnot, they either...

My girlfriend just broke up with me and we've beening dating for about 4 weeks. I'm pissed about it 'cause she promised me a long term commitment and I really liked her. I'm tired of these stupid childish flings. I might be only 18 but I want every relationship I'm in to at least last a few...

Happy REALLY late Yule and New Year, everyone! Here's some funny/stupid crap the Xians come up with. One has to wonder about their brain power, of lack thereof, I should say. "Xian rock is the music of the devil." "Should prayer be covered by health insurance?" "You should get your kids...

Even the most pious gay Xian has to admit that Xians are heterosexist. However, some atheists are too. One atheist guy I used to be friends with used to accuse me of not really being a lesbian and liking him. WTF? Where do ppl get the right that they can tell others what they are and aren't? He...

I just read some of the posts on the "why I left my gay sexual lifestyle" on amazon.com( the one that HP Jake gave) and I have a few questions. First off, WTF's the gay lifestyle!? Every time someone tells me that, I wince. These morons know NOTHING about gay ppl; there's no such thing as the...

On Saturday, I had a major burden lifted from me; I was able to finally admit that when I was 7-9, I was continueously raped by two of my female friends( I'm a lesbian, if case anyone's wondering) and my female cousin. For about a decade, I told myself that I enjoyed and agreed to the...

I don't know if someone already asked this, but is it possible to feel down after being around a bunch of Xians talking about god and stuff? Today,after a class, I feel somewhat shameful and gulity for no reason. The ppl in there are nice and I'm now friends with some of 'em, but for some reason...

Maybe I'm just the polar opposite of a pacifist( I'm not the les to fuck with), but gay people need to stop with this rainbow crap. Who came up with THAT? Obviously, I'm all for our sexuality having an official group and all, but we're not being taken seriously. Why is that? Well, I guess it's...

Why do straight people think gays are nothing but rapists, child molestars, and other ilk? I don't get it. If anything, it's contradictory. Most think that gays are rainbow lovin', passive fools, but then they go around saying that if gays could get away with rape and other heinous crimes, they...

Ever since I became a Satanist, I've been seeing 11:11 alot, like virtually every day. Is that a good thing? I've read somewhere that that # was embedded in our DNA and that seeing it, you're invited to a higher spiritual plane. Is that true?

I'm sure everyone dislikes the Xians and others for one reason or another. I bet everyone agrees that Xianity needs to be destroyed. But, the stuff they say can be funny. Here are some examples: "Global warming is a sign of the end of days." "Global warming is a hoax." "Everything needs to...

I'm fine right now, but every time I have to go to my Xian mother's home from college, I feel like killing myself. I just feel really down and think that death's the only way to salvation. My mom and I get into countless, senseless fights and it makes me feel like trash. Then she goes on and on...

Everyone on this site knows what I'm talking about when I say that Xians want to censor virtually everything. But the most potent are video games. Anytime a violent game comes out, they make a big deal out of it by saying stuff like "you can kill innocent cilivians" and " These games should be...