Tldr at bottom Hi. So, about 4 years ago. I did a ritual asking satan for a sexual partner. I got a partner shortly after that then became My girlfriend. We were very very happy together. I had a lot going for me. Gym, money, doing good. Months pass. I then start relapsing with drugs and...

Hey guys. I've been training and studying martial arts for about 4 years, about the same time I found and joined the ToZ (JoS at that time). I've always felt that the two paths went hand in hand for me. At times when I've doubted my spirituality or power, I've found answers through martial arts...