Lets say i used to marijuana as a teenager for a few years, ive quit for a long time and never will again. But how long to cure long term brain damage? Meditation has helped alot and healed my brain in many ways. But just out of curiousity.

I have been noticing sometimes, that i can almost feel an energy within everything. I know about the life force and all. But i have lately been able to feel an energy, radiating from just about everything, solid metal, wood, trees, cement, plastic, decaying matter, everything. Its as if i can...

My issue lately and for some time now is trying to reach that point where i push myself slightly so i improve, ive stacked a few meditations at a time with some mantras twice a day, and usually feel a difference when i added in something like the raum meditation. But i seem to adapt rather...

I figured this would be the topic to elaborate on this, last night I was using a spirit board with a friend who is also SS, and I asked valefor a few health related questions, and I asked if there is anything else he wanted to tell me, and he told me "pravkingdom" I asked" is this related to...

Yeah imagining sex with a princess midna thoughtform from legend of zelda twilight princess is not normal, I do not know what else to say on this post...

The Chinese herbal formula I was on for this was called. An Shen Bu Xin Pian heart calm. Along with just acupuncture to try and help with liver heat, floating yang pulse and everything else. Points for strengthing the stomach and points for clearing detention in the abdomen were used, and...

I haven't been stressing my mind much at all, I just have been trying to exercise a little more over the past few months, I'm usually fine most of the day until it hits 5pm then I'm completely exhausted and all I want to do is sleep. Diet is not the best, I been trying to include more...

The trolling is over 9000... mermaids. Lol. (All not obvious troll obvious troll aside) This was a great article. How many times I think something and the next day it's like the thought is pulled out of my head and wrote here to see.

I have had chronic fatigue for quite some time now. I do not feel rested after sleeping 8 hours or 7 and I am falling asleep by 4pm in the afternoon. I have been taking a small dosage of a beta blocker (25mg) for the time being to help with inappropriate sinus tachycardia, I'm aware beta...

MORE RTRS MORE!!!! LET'S GIVE THEM ALL THE PAIN WE SUFFERED FOR CENTURIES AND MORE. LET'S NEVER STOP JUST KEEP PELTING THEM UNTIL THEY JUST TURN TO DUST HAIL SATAN SEIG HEIL. OUR VICTORY WILL BE A SWEET WINE TO BE CHERISHED!! ONWARDS TO THEIR EXTINCTION AND OUR SATYA YUGA!!

I'm speaking from being in the same situation a few times in my life. It's absolutely not worth it. Mixing race comes from being insecure and many other mental factors that come into play. Like feeling you are an outcast. And deep seated self hatred. These things don't go away over night but we...

I know levitation has been a topic a few times before. And that it's something that requires an immense amount of energy. And also that invoking air could also cause it to happen. And HPS Maxine has mentioned in a sermon that areas with a strong electromagnetic field greatly contribute to it...

You should definitely go see a doctor. As heart arrhymias can cause similar symptoms, among many other things.

In my time here I've noticed it's best to always overlook "feelings" when reading certain posts and sermons made by the clergy. Everything the clergy post have very good reason for doing so, and even If it in a way It seems "triggering" to some. It's always important to read and listen. At least...

Honestly not sure though

Not sure to be honest, my first guess would be no, as I encountered a few in my area when they traveled around here, and while outrightly aggresive the one lady thought that I cut in front of her in line when I was there first, gave me a sort of angry stare. Her friend said sorry as the one...

This leaves me with a question as for the mixed races, all the different sub races like the mexicans, arabs, and etc. What would the gods want to be done with such a situation? Maybe over many generations and with the gods assisting these people in purifying their genetic line? I hope this...

I get mad when the hungry imps come in and eat my food too....

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HPS Shannon The magnesium supplement I held off for awhile and may look into a different supplement. I am seeing a cardiologist today and an making a separate thread on the results of that later today. I have had 5, 6 sessions of acupuncture but still get 3 4 days in a cycle where it is...

This thread came at the right time. As I have been having cardiac irregularities and going to see a doctor about which I will post in a separate thread. But otherwise have been looking to stay healthy. I had a friend who used to go on for hours about great colloidal silver was and I fully agree...

Loollllzz Kike calling themselves kikes.

I completely agree when looking at my life without Satan. An absolute nightmare. There are things I will have fix in the long run but how much the gods care about us and are here for us needed to be acknowledged. When I was around 14 years old I got out of a mental hospital and how I dealt with...

Was wondering what happened to fancymancy nice to have you back brother.

Id have to link her that article and talk to her about it. I'm hoping she would be someone who would be curious about alternative treatments. As in western medicine this is basically something if you go to doctor about they tell you there's nothing they can do. But I think and hope she considers...

My friend, someone I met in the past few months has a rare genetic eye disorder where she is gradually going blind. It is called retinitis pigmentosa. Is there anything anyone knows that can be done for this from a physical(not spiritual) standpoint? I wanted to try and help prevent her from...

I'll definitely continue on the right decisions and choices. This was an incredibly hard obstacle for me to fight with myself to overcome. Was very deeply rooted and stems from me and that person knowing eachother from the time we were young. More then anything it sickens me what the jew has...

Reading this and a few other articles related to these monsters. I usually do not experience psychic attack, but reading this afterwards I was bombarded heavily by the enemy and felt like my head was going split open. Lol. But excellent article. The biohazard of a virus these things are is...

Thank you both :) and yes I won't let anything hold me back in my advancement. I'll have some serious reprogramming to fight through, but I can do this. I value our diversity as a species more then anything. And I can't just throw that way. Even time id look in the mirror or wake up in the...

I'm making this topic to clarify I've completely come to my senses. And am not longer going to be ignorant or stupid to natures laws. As those of you know, read my other topic. I was put in a situation/relationship with someone who was mixed race. Which the conclusion of that gave me more...

I needed this post more then anything HP Jake Carlson. I have had somewhat of an internal struggle with someone who I cared about coming back into my life I cared for greatly, who was mixed race and ended up just stabbing me in the back anyways. And I need to hold myself higher and rid myself...

Cannot wait. Such excitement and a great feeling. Fighting for Satan. Our loving true creator. And getting to crush these vile abominations into dust along with him and the gods. No feeling in life can compare. To how GOOD THIS IS GOING TO FEEL CRUSHING THEM AND HAVING THEM GROVEL AT OUR FEET...

The issue in my situation is not that I want to be just tabooing around HP. I fully understand why you would see it that way. I look at this way, this person seems very insistent on being in relationships with white men. And seems to me feel more at home with whites in general then people of...

So to clarify, if a mixed race person was more drawn to the white race throughout most of their lives. And desired only white partners. It would still be in their best interest for white-black mixed person to be with another white-black mixed person. As a black-white mixed person with a white...

I appreciate your post Hps Shannon. This person I am with is someone I have been involved with both, romantically and sexually, On and off for a very solid part of my life. Im going to really do the best i can here. Most of all I felt I did need to express myself. And own up to when I've done...

Yes I agree. I want to try and throw the winds of fate in the right direction when it comes to this. It is just incredibly hard for me at the moment. I'm fully aware of what's right and what's wrong when it comes to this. I just have to do my best and obviously I will not force her towards...

Something I also take into consideration is she knows everything there is to know about me. That I am SS. And why I meditate and do yoga. And I did not persuade her, she is curious and would want to learn about the chakras and such. So hopefully if or when she opens her chakras I can give her...

I'm just going to get straight to the point. The first person I ever loved and still deeply care about is not someone of my own race. And is biracial. Of both white and black race. I am white. The reason I am writing this is I feel terribly conflicted inside. More so then I have ever felt in my...

Why would want to use black magic to destroy yourself.? That's foolish and utterly pointless. It would be infinitely better to be immortal and beyond time, and enjoy eternity. Maybe I misinterpreted your topic, but there is really no other way to interpret it.

Regardless I thought it was worth mentioning, as *spoilers* there is an twin serpent staff of hermes that gives anyone who holds it immortality to live thousands of years in this game.

One thing id like to say Is Assassin's Creed Odyssey turned out to be a very, very good game in my opinion. There is some obvious bullshit in the game about Greek culture, and some other minor propaganda agenda things, but if you ignore that it's honestly really well made, weekly updates are...

I been dealing with insomnia on and off for a few cycles. I finally broke down from dealing with it as I got acupuncture done and life got to me and it's been rough again. And my heart rate has been usually 100-110 on days even when I start sleeping better... I went to a doctor and had an EKG...

I understand this is serious, we will always continue fighting. But just the thought of this AI situation makes me nearly scream internally, and want to spend hours doing rtrs. I'll just take a second to slap myself in the face and retain my composure and continue onward to victory!

Satanama definitely has the anti aging effect. I had the same idea that Lydia had, I usually chant satanama everyday when I first wake up, it is also useful for cleansing the soul, as I've noticed alot of the bad negative thoughts I've had from mental abuse, and internal confusion gone away from...

Yes I totally agree ultrawhite, centralforce is a major help even looking around at all his posts. Which is why too I studied traditional Chinese medicine to get a basic background information in things that will be greatly helpful. Going to an acupuncturist was good idea I feel, as that is a...

My diagnosis that she first thought was spleen and heart blood deficiency. And also later on now she is thinking liver blood blood deficiency. Ive been a skinny person my whole life and some of the issues when it comes to sleep are my negligence to eat enough calories, as appetite is not...

I've been going to an acupuncturist and she has been helping me with yin deficiency from insomnia that got out of hand. I mention this because at 4am every morning Its like I wake up and all I can think about is Satan, the gods, the war, and the kundalini. It's like I wake up and my head is...

I used to use electronic cigarettes a few years ago, I didn't really even use nicotine in them they seemed like a fidgety type hobby for me more then anything. In the long run its best to live the serpent yogi sloths life. What helps is to try and find other things to fill that void. Like...

I had a bad cycle of chronic insomnia that just crippled me. Lol i kept trying to push myself forward., so i ended up seeing an acupuncturist and getting an herbal formula to help. Centralforce recommended me a few in the past. But i figured since I had the time I'd get treated and figure out...

To make a long story short I fell off the wagon with life and sleep and responsibilities in general. I kept pushing and pushing, and I just broke down. And ended up in a stagnation my meditations, and had to quit my yoga as I was so exhausted I could do anything but stare at the wall for hours...

I trying to manipulate the area I feel was tense, and it seems to finally made an improvement. As i mostly hold alot of my tension in my abdomen. Gently pulling pressure on both sides of the area right at the top of the ribs near the diaghram and cartilage area has helped alot. I slept 10 hours...

I'm aware that surgery causes issues with the meridians and blood flow. I do not drink tea lately. As I have had very bad insomnia where I barely can sleep more then 6 hours most nights. Which is another reason why I've been getting acupuncture. As I'm currently out of school as having to drop...

I'll definitely take into consideration that route if acupuncture sessions doesn't fix it. As I'm counting on acupuncture to make a serious difference. I have never been diagnosed with hiatal hernia yet. But if it's found I'll take into consideration what you said. I've been going through a...

I feel I have a hiatal hernia simply because it has gotten very hard for me to physically eat enough. I end up eating throughout the day, but when i eat i get a palpitations. I have took into consideration centralforces advice to exercise more. But depending on the day it's like there's a this...

@Coraxo This was a year ago that i finally weaned off everything. About two year. I've done a few workings. couple lingering issues, but will not let anything stop me. It doesn't matter how long it takes to get to God head my friend. What matters is to persist, forever persist and the rewards...

Like FancyMancy said, its very important to be careful with the elements. They can really affect you deeply.invoking water can make you prone to be very emotional and irrational fears, air can make you very air headed, these are some examples, everyone's experiences are individual but it's very...

This is very sad, but it makes me want to share a slightly related experience of my own. I have had a very control freak type father, and when I was a teen I was put on heavy dose of medication with a piece of shit psychologist that took everything he said as truth. After a year in my teen's...

Thank you for the insight again centralforce. I'll begin a vigorous exercise routine as soon as I get the sleep scedule back together which im sure will be very soon , as this problem also coincides with sleeping issues from the stress. like a cycle. Week or so of good sleep. Then periods of...

How should I word this.... I feel we should vent our frustrations from disagreements towards each other, at the enemy.. This is exactly what the enemy would want. Is disagreements as a distraction. Also when HoodedCobra made the post about how certain posts evoke certain emotions. Like offense...

Sorry for the late reply. Yes i have had family/personal life issues that result in high mental stress ever since I was young. some days are worse then others. Sometimes I feel this issue Is a hiatal hernia but I normally massage the area gently and it helps for awhile then it will come back, i...

I've been experiencing a constant burping and belching and like trapped air in my stomach and esophagus for awhile now.I've coped with it for awhile. But now it causes me problems sleeping.I sorted out the other issues with anxiety and exercising more to get the blood and chi to move to help...

@Luis lol... I'm glad im not the only one. But I have a feeling it has something to do with the kundalini also. as this is about the third time this happened. I know exactly how you feel. then it's likefor a couple days your almost frustrated in a way "like damn I was so close". we are all...

around a week or so ago, I started experiencing an intense expanded awareness. where I felt my chakras and aura and sushumna nadi all the way from my base to crown chakra. and other people's energy with little effort. then as abruptly as this happened.... it seemed to fade. And now I'm back to...

I did the same thing in the beginning. devote some time everyday to try to work a little bit more on the solar plexus chakra and extensions, the sacral chakra and extensions, and the base chakra and extensions, and the hip chakras. that should ground you.

excellent sermon HP Commander Cobra. I know the gods care and do the best they can. the fact of the dissapation of the soul into the ether is such a painful thought, I just hope that those I know and are so dear to me, in this life will be able to carry on. the thought of some of these people...

This talk of a plague really concerns me. as for surviving it and fending it off. I'll have to ask the gods for advice. I really hope it doesn't end up this way, and I hope things are not that severe. But best to be prepared.

Usually when Im home i walk barefoot all the time, outside,inside. around the yard, but as for barefoot running I haven't don't much of that. I feel it could be helpful if done in combination with void meditation on uncomfortable surfaces to strengthen the will. But as for doing it a majority of...

@stormblood: question 1. I meant in terms of producing a high, but I see what you mean, should of worded my post better. So yes in the sense of producing a calm, it does alter the mind to produce that effect. question 2: started doing more void meditation. which has started to help, and...

suicide is NEVER the answer, especially in Satanism. where we all have a chance to take all our pain and suffering, and use it to propell ourselves to spiritually advance. those who die and are of satan are escorted by demons to the duat/hell where they wait to reincarnate. The Gods and...

before I get into this I'd like to clarify. I don't mean the psychoactive compound THC in cannabis that makes you stoned and possibly completely retarded. I mean the cannabidol which is supposed to be the non-psychoactive chemical responsible for a relaxing type effect. it doesn't have any real...

I have had issues with repressed anger most of my life, and hatred and all these things, the meditations and SATANAMA bring it all to the surface. And I don't fully understand how to let it out so to say. It just gives me chest pains if I try to let it out intensely. If I just completely let go...

I've been only able to sleep maybe four hours a night for the past week. today I was so tired and was going to take a nap and was physically unable to do kundalini yoga. And as soon as I laid down, I started to twitch and feeling a burning in my tailbone and involuntarily putting my tongue onto...

I was curious on any recommendations for people who have a hard time with getting decent nutrient absorption. I dont eat like I should all the time, as in some junk here and things like that. But I try to keep unhealthy crap to a bare minimum. I've always been a very thin man. Ever since I was...

I usually only do a few mantras of satanama into all my chakras in the morning. And thaur, or Sanskrit mantras later in day. I find it hard to breath somedays, so I compensate by doing by drawing energy into all the chakras. and couple other And then do two rounds of yoga a day. I am a very Vata...

This isnt my experience. But was a question to wonder what other SS think. If someone was paralyzed. From the waist down. Depending even if the spine was snapped in half. I still feel. For some outlandish thought. That a someone in a situation like that. If they diligently applied themselves to...

I have noticed various symptoms that make me almost certain that I am going through a kundalini awakening. Energy surge, I've never had before, great shifts in energy.. altered states of awareness, a change in awareness of life, reality, understanding... extremely vivid dreams. major question...

I was wondering if anyone else here experiences this. It's almost like a deep coldness when it comes to expressing certain emotions, such as happiness, and at times concern for others you know you care about, but the emotion that should be there, in certain instances, is either very faint, hard...

Hello everyone. I have been dealing with now sleep that is just unmanagable. I did yin yoga last night and took melatonin, relaxed for hours, ive done everything i could. I finally get to sleep and its for maybe three hours around 12 and i wake up at 4 wide awake unable to go back to sleep. Ive...

Hello. ive been reading all over the internet on the topic of exercise.. And i am curious on what is ideal. For good cardiovascular health, good health, and longevity in general. As i have been not very good at strenous exercise lately. i go for walks through the woods, and to stores near me...

This may seem rather odd but i dont know how prevalent this in people in general. Ever since i was young i have not been able to keep a decent weight. As a child i was like a skeleton. Pale and all. now i at least have a healthy glow and some extreme inner strength. But it has been a struggle...

Hello. First off id like to say i feel i make to many topics. I truly do not mean to. But. Lately ive had insomnia that has spanned for months. Ill sleep good for a week or so. Then im hit with crippling iinsomnia that keeps me up until 6 in the morning for a day or two... im unsure if its...

As for changing my diet. I usually would snack on stupid things when i am stressed, junk food, crackers, and sometimes on ocassion make not good choices in my health, not to an extreme degree. Just not paying attention at times. But the biggest game changer. Is me cutting everything like that...

As for consistency. Is it normal for one to experience lack of energy, fatigue most days. When one is extremely consistent with meditations and yoga everyday..? As with knowing when my energies drop is rather hard to take notice of.

question on congenital heart arrhytmias... would it possible for an intake of minerals. As in taking a supplement. Would it be possible. For the body to display slight side effects. as in changes in heart rhytmn. from having been deficient in magnesium for heart function. And taking it later on...

I have been dealing with this damn insomnia just about every night. I do my best to cope with it. I can lay awake for ten hours and my body refuses to shut down. at times ive gotten desperate. And taken small amounts of benzodiazepine garbage in order to get some sleep at least. I feel like i...

I am going to be on this path for the rest of my life. Everyday ill follow through and help carry this torch. This banner of the Almighty Satan. I couldnt ever go back on that even if i wanted to. which I would never. Not want to follow through. And advance and be strong. Regardless of the bad...

Hello Everyone. I have been having a long battle with insomnia for three to four days. Still sleeping in small intervals. Ive resorted to using an extremely small amount of a benzodiazepine. Because the sleep deprivation has been atrocious. Making it hard to do anything. I am well aware of the...

Void meditation is hard at times. not tuning everything out. I can do that, getting gradually better at that. But everytime i try to go into a state of focus like this. i get an ache in my brain. And it feels like im close to my head splitting open, And the astral seems very close, as in... i...

I seemed to of had a misaligned tailbone, either from past injury im not quite sure. Somehow a couple days ago i moved in such a way that my tailbone shifted into a different position. Hard to describe. Before i could touch the tip of the bone. Now how its situated. feels more natural but some...

Great Article!. I remember around 3 years i lost my way for awhile. i down by the beach for vacation. And i went and got an Esp reading from this women who owned a psychic reading shop near the boardwalk. She read me by using my hands. palmistry is something to be good to study. I have a very...

Hello. Ill make this rather brief. Was just curious if their can be side effects of supplements. Such as dizziness. Almost like vertigo. I went to make eggs this morning and while making them i feel dizzy like i was going to fall over. I ate the eggs and i feel better. The supplement was...

Hello, i have finally got around to ordering a magnesium supplement. Ive paid better attention to my diet more, and more observant of my body in general, i have had a cardiac ablation in the past, for a life threatening condition, and i am perfectly fine and cured now with that. But as for...

My only recommendations, would be to have intense concentration, a good flow of energy from the hand chakras. A strong solar chakra, and most of all patience. These abilities have been locked up in us for a very long time. And everyone one of us is individual in our progress. My only advice is...

Starting three days ago, on the first day, i finished my yoga and my entire body felt light, light as a feather. Day two, it progressed more and i felt slightly less light somewhat, but still less heavy, now day three. I can only describe this as. I cannot feel my entire spine, and my body is...

Hello fellow brothers and sisters. Ill try not to waste anyones time. I seem to have a slight pain towards my upper spine near the shoulders. it seems to slightly crack in that area when i lay down at night. And gives me problems when trying to sit properly. I do not have scoliosis in the...

Dont be worried. Youll be just fine. I think savitar has the best advice on this issue. I havent had that much experience with serpent energy. But i know the ambrosia. Is really useful in helping with that situation. Possibly water element could be used. I think someone said that before. But the...

Thank you for your reply. I was just wondering if it could have an effect on my progress. I was very sure it had absolutely no effect on my energy. And later on today ive noticed no issues and i still feel great. I dont know if this could be related to my sensitivities to alcohol, but i had a...

Hello all. Ill make this rather brief i just have one question. I am currently brewing kombucha tea and drink it on a regular basis. It seems sometimes the tea puts me in almost a euphoric/slightly buzzed state for a couple minutes and i feel it could possible that it contains a certain amount...