some people tell me that for the dedication the color of the candle is not important, and it's just a formality, is it true? If so, then why look for the right candles?and one more question. if a person can not complete the initiation, but wants this, the Demons and Satan help him in life...

Hello. I apologize for the poor knowledge of the English language, I'm from Ukraine. I want to ask a couple of questions about Satanism. 1 I worry.What if in a previous life I gave up Satan?What if I betrayed Satan?Then I can not go through the initiation or even be a Satanist? 2 I need to do...