sorry to jump onto this post with this but you probably know more than me so far i've gathered that vigilant meditation is the way to get closer to Satan, or is that what i'm doing i feel so dumb because i was brought up baptist and fed lies my whole life. I'm well aware that christianinity is...

I'm looking to be tudored in the ways of Satanism i've always been fond of pretty much anything to do with Satan I Hail Satan all the time, i wanna do it right. i don't wanna just say it ya know? I plan on making my commitment soon and i meditate occasionally. I smoke, and occasionally do drugs...