Well hopefully me being drawn in was by something wishing me well and not entities trying to decive me, like you mentioned. But I'll research and read into things via J.o.s website. And see where it leads. I guess I felt lost.. I didn't know what to do but that gives me insight. It's weird...

I'm not a satanist. I used to dabble in it as a kid and used to frequent the Jos website and Yahoo forums. But I'm a young adult now and not involved in that anymore. When I was young I did it to rebel and because I thought it was cool. I never even really heard of or knew who Malphas was. But...