Its not a crisis of belief. I know in my heart I have faith in Satanism. I dedicated very soon after finding spiritual Satanism, it felt right so I went with it. The beauty and justice of Satanism, the power and wonder of such a Great Work as spiritual alchemy, how could such beings be evil or...

I'm a novice so take any conclusions that I give with a hefty dose of salt (as the saying goes). By using the "How to Read an Astrology Chart" guide on Joy of Satan and writing your findings out as you go through it will help organise the information. I noticed you didn't add in "Vertex" to your...