Thank y'all for the advice

My parents won't allow me to get candles to do the dedication ritual ,is there anyway I can dedicate myself to Satan ,until I live on my own ,where I can do the dedication ritual

Thank y'all so much for the welcoming

I'm 16 and I really want to dedicate my life to satanism ,but I have no clue where to start ,is it ok that someone can help me learn or put me in a good path, because I'm a pretty slow learner I don't know what to do or where to start.